Queen Elizabeth x reader

the beginning

(A/N: Idk what I'm doing with my life. I hope you enjoy hoes 😍)

Tw: angst 💔(cos you're a little emo 😍)

  It had been a week since the Duke of Edinburghs death and the Queen still wasn't herself. I can't stand to see her mourn like this, it just breaks me.

I went to her room like I usually do as its my duty as her majesty's personal servant. I knocked on the door lightly.

"Your majesty may I enter?" I said softly.

A little sniffle was heard behind the door and a quite, "come in." Was heard.

I entered the room with a tray of food in my hands. When I entered my heart immidiantly sunk. She was sat hunched over on her bed crying her eyes out. I quickly put the tray on a nearby desk and walked over to her. I sat next to her and placed my arm around her boney shoulders. I pulled her in for a hug. My heart started to flutter and I felt odd, but I just let it go.

I pulled away after what felt like forever, I didn't want to pull away from the hug but I knew that I had to. I stared into her eyes, I rubbed my thumb across her wrinkley cheek and caught a fat tear.

"I'm sorry for getting so emotional my darling." Her majesty sniffled.

I felt butterfly's in my stomach when I heard that. Why was I feeling this way.

"It's alright my queen, you've lost the love of your life you have every right to be upset." I rubbed circles on her back.

She looked into my eyes longingly. She opened her mouth as if she was about to say something but she was interupted by a loud knock on the door.

The Queen wiped her hand a across her nose and stood up patting her dress down neatly as she stood. She waddled over to the door and opened it. There stood Edward.

" mama, we request for you in the dinning hall." He said flatly before leaving. He gave me a look that could kill as he left and a shiver went down my spine.

I heard a sigh coming from her majesty. She looked back at me sadly, she looked as if she wanted to say something. We interlocked eyes for a solid minute until she turned around and sighed.

" silly Y/N he wasn't the love of my life..."

I stared in shock as I allowed a gasp to escape my mouth.

"W-what ever do you mean my Queen?"

She looked back at the door and began walking.

"It doesn't matter Y/N, forget it okay?" She looked back and smiled. Tears prickling her eyes, threatening to escape.

I was about to get up and grab her but she was already out the room, and closed the door.

I will never forget the words she had let slip as she left.

"My true love was you..."

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(A/N: AYYYYYY the Queen really be having the hots for you babes 😙.
I wonder what happens next 😏)

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