Spread Your Wings

Spread Your Wings part 2

Spread Your Wings

My mum was sitting on a chair opposite my bed, she was fast asleep. I turned off the tv after flicking through various boring tv shows. I turned on my phone, the bright light hurt my head.

"I love you so much, you honestly mean the world to me. please notice me @justinbieber" It was another one of my hundred attempts to get Justin to notice me.

I knew he was online because he was re tweeting beliebers hash tagging his new album 'Believe Acoustic.' I refreshed my mentions over and over again getting my hopes up. nothing.

The doctor came in and asked me how I was feeling, she said the surgery went well, though there were some complications...

My head started zoning out and I started to think. The truth is, I'm almost used to having cancer, I'm used to waking up with my head pounding and being confused about where I was. I'm used to having nightmares where I've died and I've watched everyone else's life continue on with out me. I feel strong and ready for anything, at least until the doctor finished talking -

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My mum held me shaking with her tears streaming down her face. I just sat there. In shock.

I had just heard the news that my cancer was terminal, I was going to die. Whether it was next week or in a year, I knew my time was almost over - and I'm only 15.