Maybe together, miles apart

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Barely together, always apart
That's what it looks like in my heart.
The feedback from friends make it clearer than day.
You never wanted to be my girlfriend.

I started aiming for you in September,
We got together in March.
No one knew what we were
A secret you were determined to keep
An ex you decided to seek.

I am but a participation prize to keep dust in your closet.
The closet you force me in
After lying to me
After forgetting things about me
After forgetting about me

I wasn't yours
You weren't mine
We weren't each others
Though we pretended to be

Maybe it was the unconscious need to be wanted.
Or maybe it was for you.

I didn't feel wanted.
I felt used.

I was used.

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