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I am not happy

this has sex, or something I don't know

The sounds of the rain replicated a clanking sound from above. it was
hard to ignore it, even with the TV blaring at 70. but in a way, it was relaxing. She gently unclipped her suspenders in some sort of attempt of keeping herself comfortable and shuffled herself deep into the mattress. She stared blankly at the tv for a good period of time, her light dimmed slightly. the young Docilian clicked through multiple different stations, trying her hardest to understand anything that's being told. It was clear that people were speaking, but unfortunately she couldn't pick any of it up, just simple mutters of different tones. her lights dimmed down more as she slowly found herself struggling to stay awake. for once she felt some sort of peace after a good amount of stressful days, her worries seemed to vanish at that very moment. simply just her, the tv and The rain. The sounds of the downpour seemed to calm her down a little too much.
She stopped scrolling through the separate channels, leaving the tv to play on the current station and let her body go limp, allowing her thoughts to take control.
The rain was a very nice experience from inside, but she couldn't help but to worry about the ones next door.
*
The rain was really starting to come down hard, this whole plan would've worked out better if his car didn't break down a few days prior. But in reality he's always felt like he hasn't been doing enough for the one girl he's ever actually grew such an attachment to, and whatever the sacrifices were he just wanted to see her glow up to the sighting of him. So here he is, walking in the wet with a batch of approximately 40 roses. Fuck was this singular batch expensive, but the month has been such a downer on him and he just wants to atleast pull one person he has a general trust in for a hug, and he didn't want to just simply knock on her door and invite himself in.
The rain was sitting at a decent temperature, maybe around 50 degrees. He didn't mind it too much, excluding the fact that his suit was drenched and tight as hell on his thin twinkish body, making the man feel more trapped than ever. Yet he didn't bother running, with the fear of him possibly tripping and dropping the one thing that was for some fucking reason expensive as hell, or maybe having too much rain hit him from behind, burning out his voicebox. and even then, he didn't live that far from her, so why not shoot his shot.
Fuck he felt uncomfortable, he made an attempt of readjusting his suit so that it's not so tightly grasped around his waist, but unfortunately the rain just kept pushing it down. man's never felt so dead inside before ever since that last incident with Gabriel but shit here he is again.
Finally, after how long of his thoughts drowning him and dropping his case at least twice, he found himself back at the azure coated house one more. He took a soft inhale and hovered over the doorbell.
He stood there, hand on the doorbell for at least 3 minutes attempting to get the courage to see her once again, it's been awhile ever since the weird shit that has been happening between her family. Maybe a month or two? whatever he really didn't want her seeing him like this. god it was embarrassing but he'd really do anything just to see that glow of hers.
.
Not long after she finally decided to possibly burn out her light and take a short nap after a few days of stressing over her sister, she heard the recognizable song play in the living room.
fuck she hated the doorbell so much, out of all of the audios Lydia could've picked, she just had to choose that one. She laid there for a good period of time, eventually sitting her ass up and tapping her head slightly, lighting it up a bit more. her button down was a lot more open than usual, bra being almost completely visible and one sleeve being lower than the other. In reality she just looks exhausted. Even when lit completely, her lamp was still very dimmed throughout the months, the stress of hearing about everything that happened to her dear sister, the one who literally took chunks of her life to just help her half assed sibling who struggled with her mental stability, one who helped her motivate herself to actually take care of herself. fuck, she just wanted her back already. to hug her once more. She doubted that the door was her, with Lydia being in such a position that she probably couldn't even stand for a good few months, but either way she headed herself towards the direction of the noise. she tapped her head slightly again to see if it had any effect and opened it beside her.
"uh. good evening. I was informed of there being a delivery here."
and just like that, her light brightened almost instantly.
before she could get a word out, a huge bouquet of flowers was shoved right into her hands. a few petals fell off from the force, landing right beside her.
"o..oh my"
She gently held the flowers for a good period before moving her hands to her chest area.
"c.cosmo! surprised to see you out this late."
her lamp radiated a slight velvety color, damn has her mood done a complete 360 on her.
"I..uh haven't seen you in.. quite some time and i just."
he paused often after every word, it was clear he was flustered already just from the sighting of her being so happy due to his presence.
"wanted to stop by again."
she chuckled lightly before looking back up at him. Being with him at this very moment made her realize how alone she truly felt being inside all week.
"You missed me, didn't you?" she had that snarky tone to her voice, teasing him slightly after a few months.
"I.i uh..well." Cosmo was already a stuttering mess, it was clear that he wasn't prepared, at all, to fluently communicate to anyone today. he broke "eye" contact and finished his sentence quietly.
"y.yeah."
she stared him down a little before a small crackle escaped from her at the sighting of him. The sudden urge to hug him gave her the realization of how soaked he was.
"God, you look miserable out there."
she chuckled about his appearance a bit more, Cosmo looked up at her, pretty much being done with her bs already.
she inched her away slightly from the door frame, seamlessly inviting him in.
"I don't want you getting sick now. come on.” She made slight hand motions welcoming him in.
he tried speaking up, nothing really came out but stutters before she spoke up again.
"Hurry up Coz, you're letting the cold air in." He inhaled sharply as he entered.
Finally he stepped in, she closed the door behind him before wandering towards the kitchen. Cosmo just simply stood there on the rug, unsure if he should move or not due to him being soaked.
The young lamp picked a vase from the bottom cabinet before turning again, she looked up at him just standing there.
she turned around again, putting water into the crimson glass.
"You can step out if you please. I don't mind cleaning up a bit."
he lifted his arm slightly in discomfort
"Are you sure? I'm. literally dripping"
"I'm positive, I haven't gotten my ass up all week, probably for the best if I actually did something nice around here." She gently placed the bouquet into the vessel before turning back around.
"You look.. Extremely uncomfortable, erm. ."
she looked over her shoulder for a quick second before heading towards the left hallway.
"I'll get you an extra set of clothes. I'm pretty sure we share the same size."
he looked away slightly, looked guilty in a way.
"C.. Charlotte you really don't need to, I should be alright."
"Oh cut the slack, look at you. I hate seeing you in such discomfort." she sighed softly "come on." She tried to keep the same smug tone to her voice but couldn't help show at least some concern.
he couldn't help but feel slightly invasive entering her room. For someone who's claimed that they haven't done anything for the past week, Charlotte's room was still quite clean. Desks seemed to be slightly unorganized with some tabs left to be closed. One monitor showed some rpg game she was playing prior to being timed out, and the other shared some work emails. Charlotte muted the tv before digging through her closet.
"what style do you prefer, like idk button downs, sweaters, just..plain shirts, ʷʰʸ ᵈᵒ ᴵ ʰᵃᵛᵉ ᵗʰᵉˢᵉ wait wait fuck hold on"
She suddenly felt this rush of adrenaline around him. feeling all giddy and jumpy. The poor girl hasn't felt these emotions in forever. It was a relief.
before Cosmo could even speak up she soon threw something at him.
"pretend I said nothing, please put this on"
"I..uh. are you-" Charlotte slouched a little "plleease let me do something nice for youu come on."
he looked down at the shirt again, it was like a patterned black and red button down, couldn't really figure out what the pattern was exactly but whatever. he didn't quite understand why Charlotte wanted him to wear this so badly, since it wasn't even close to his style, but anything to see her bulb glow.
"I. see. uh, where can I get dressed?"
"I, uh. bathroom? I guess? I don't know, anywhere" she looked at him once more, "just give me your clothes once you're done, I can throw it in the dryer".
Cosmo dial turned slightly before continuing;
"I appreciate it darling."
"hehheh, oh my, alright. anything for you" god damnit she got flustered by the stupid word again, she could go on for years just simply hearing Cosmo call her darling, she blushed slightly before turning away.
*
Maybe a few minutes after, Cosmo was finally able to get a general feeling of comfort in this new outfit, adding some final touches with tucking the shirt slightly. He stared for a good minute at his reflection before realizing. oh for fuck sakes no wonder why she was so excited to see me in this, this specific shirt. This was one of her personal favorites for the longest time. And he actually looked pretty good in it. He blushed at the thought. oh my god I can't believe I fell for this. she's going to coo me on so much one I exi-
"Cozzy, You alright there? it's been quite some time."
fu- sh- what ok fine
Cosmo stepped out slightly, his head still glistened a bit from it being damp from the rain, but whatever it was Charlotte claps her hands in the midst of a stim.
"holy shit Cosmo you look hot as hell in button downs, you should wear them more often on god" She didn't mind how bright she was at this point, a slight velvet color was barely visible to the eye, she got all giddy from the sight of seeing her boyfriend in her favorite button down, heheh omg yaay.
"o..oh my." he chuckled softly, he sure wasn't expecting that compliment out of all things. but in a way it really made him feel good internally.
Charlotte quietly picked up one of the towels on the rack before suddenly clanking him on the head, probably in a way to distract him beforehand. His dial turned again to a more enlightened expression, he grabbed ahold of one of Charlotte's hands with both of his, holding on to her as she fidgeted with something behind.
Simply being around Charlotte really calmed Cosmo down, just holding onto her and silently listening to her heartbeat,  god he wished he came sooner. How much he'd love to do this on a daily basis after his shifts, simply just huddling up next to her and letting her fidget around with the loose thread along his suit. letting her kiss him whenever and wherever.. wherever?
he took himself out of his thoughts for a bit before instantly being interrupted by Charlotte, again.
"H..AAH HEY"  some of his words were muffled with her suddenly throwing a towel over his head. She gently wiped him down, revealing himself once more. his little embarrassed face warmed Charlie up a bit more.
"my apologies, it seemed like your head was still quite damp. decided to do a favor for you" longer sentences this time, probably jokenly mocking him like she usually does. she couldn't help but giggle a bit at the response.
"atleast give a warning next time."  he straightened his shirt up a bit, the uneven collar bothered him.
she wiped him down a bit more before sitting down beside her bed to refold it, she didn't make any eye contact with him when she spoke up. "you're adorable when you're embarrassed."
he looked away, struck by the sudden words. He stayed quite speechless for a moment, eventually reaching his hand over to hold hers again. Charlotte always had a tendency to tease him with words, but one after another back to back, it was an interesting experience. Either she missed him a shit ton or wanted more from him. He stared off a bit longer, getting lost in his thoughts. The two have been together for some time now, the first anniversary being next month. He couldn't imagine his life without her at this point, he grew so connected.
Cosmo stared back at her, studying her emotions. Simply, she seemed content, scrolling through her phone, blank minded on what to do next. He admired her often, how optimistic she was constantly and never took anything to offense. seamlessly no insecurities, super positive with herself and others around. Sometimes he wished he was more comfortable with his body as she was, his personality. He nuzzled against her sleeve slightly, now having a grip onto it with both hands. She made him feel so accepted and loved. He's never felt such emotions for someone before but he just wanted to be with her forever. Charlotte stared back down at him for a moment, his emotions were clear, seemed to be warmer than usual, his breathing were slight shudders. the tv silently rolled in the background, there was a scenario playing. She forgot that the TV was even on for a good minute and was surprised by the sudden scene shown on it. like what holy shit I'm so glad this is muted. she very swiftly reached for the remote, turning the tv off in the process. She was embarrassed with the sudden occurrence, but soon found herself listening to Cosmo again. He seemed to be looking past her, unsure what he was thinking about but soon he dug himself deeper into her sleeve. She sparked up a bit, lifting her hand up gently to pet him.
He jumped from the sudden movements, being unaware of his surroundings for a good few minutes, but soon melted back into her, he attempted to calm his breathing down a bit along with his dial turning. He loosened his grip not long before Charlotte looked down at him slightly.
"you sure seem content down there."
he looked downwards, heating up a bit more.
her tone soon calmed, relaxing her back momentarily. she drifted her hand lower, positioning it on his shoulder.
"you're sure warming my arm up there, what turned you on" once again, that smug tone. She chuckled gently as he pushed her slightly.
"Oh shut it." he straightened himself, feeling quite embarrassed from how clingy he got back there.
she occasionally makes sex jokes around him just to get a reaction, but at the moment she rethought the phrase. his breathing still seemed heavy and even in the silence he could hear his chest beating. damn she didn't like jumping to conclusions but she developed a suspicion.
*
Charlotte fixed her shirt, finally moving her sleeve up before standing. she examined the doorway for a moment before speaking, not giving eye contact;
"Do you need anything? like uh." she stuttered slightly, airing her shirt out in the process.
"I don't know, a drink?" she turned her head towards him.
"a glass of water would be fine." His tone seemed monochromatic, hands collapsed together as he studied the comforter.  "I'm not entirely sure where the cups are located though-"
she cut him off slightly in the end;
"oh pssh. don't worry about it, I have it covered."
he didn't really have any ideas on how to respond. so he kept quiet. his thoughts trailed off again the second she left. bringing his mood back down. He was still extremely concerned about where everyone was. stressing himself out with now being alone at his job, kind of. Gabriel was the only person he could really trust there, even with him being pretty obnoxious at times. It took him by realization that he doesn't do that well being alone.
With no one to exactly communicate to, he's been bottling things up overtime. and finally it began to hurt him. and even then, he wanted to talk to Charlotte more. maybe she'd understand. Cosmo got himself up, fixing his sleeve as he headed forward.
Now Charlotte was slouched over the counter, being all picky with the response he gave her and planning to surprise him with something more. she was mid cutting some strawberries when she started to think again. You know, Cosmo isn't the type of guy to be interested in any sort of intercourse. never getting turned on from the appearance of others, with her being able to take her shirt off completely with him not even noticing. She thought about him, throughout the whole day, especially when the two snuggled a bit, noticed that he wasn't being himself.
Neither was Charlotte really fond of the idea of having intercourse, feeling uncomfortable with the thought of something being inside her, but her mind soon trailed off into something new. Thoughts that gave her these emotions she'd never felt before. the idea of him moving along with the movement of her thighs, making soft noises along the way while begging her to speed up the momentum. She soon paused the knife and stared at the cutting board for a moment. After a while she stood back up straight and exhaled, suddenly realizing that she might've riled herself up accidentally. her light still illuminated that light velvet color, continuing with the cutting job, thankful that her bulb didn't change colors.
Shortly after Charlotte finished cutting, she was startled from the sudden gust of wind coming from behind.
"Charlie?"
Quickly, she spun around, slapping her arms aside the counter hiding anything that was on it
"ssHIT." she tried her hardest to not sound obvious that she was going to surprise him
"y..yes hi hello I'm here, what's up?"
she slightly turned back around towards the counter while Cosmo continued, how the fuck was she supposed to do this.
a soft chuckle escape;
"I. just"
he exhaled, he was nervous to ask this since he didn't want her to think poorly of him. but he needed to get this out somehow
"c.. can I talk to you?"
Charlotte put her knife down for a second and paused, expecting something completely different to come out of him, so she prepared herself.
"I'm all ears." she was still turned behind him, reaching into the cabinet for a cup.
"t…there's been a shit ton happening during this month and it's just. it's getting harder for me to keep control of myself anymore." he dug himself slightly into the back of Charlotte, waiting patiently for her to bring down one of her hands to hold.
She was startled by the sudden cuss that came out of him, with him usually being a very clean man. She sighed a little before turning the sink on. "elaborate sweetheart."
"l..like, uhm. I..I don't know, my car broke down earlier this week for the second time, I've been doing this bullshit for the longest time and yet I still don't get the salary I need, I don't have enough to take it in-"
she continued to listen in, relieved yet slightly disappointed that she got herself all prepared for nothing. Eventually she turned the sink off, placing the glass on the counter.
"Adding on, Gabriel has been missing for almost a week now, I don't know if he quit..or something, but uh. he was the only person I could really trust there."
That comment soon interested Charlotte, eventually turning around.
"He's been missing too?"
he looked at her; "w.what do you mean?"
"i. ok. so long story"
she turned completely, leaning against the counter.
"Lydia has been gone for quite some time now, I mean. I guess she was,, found? but uh." it was clear that the topic bothered her a bit but she insisted on continuing.
"she wasn't in good shape. impaled right through the stomach, or uh, near the stomach? I don't know, she's still alive, somehow."
his dial turned again, he didn't know how to react to the sudden news, but whatever it was it made him feel even more worried about Gabriel.
"o..oh my god, I'm so sorry Charlotte."
she let out a weak chuckle before grabbing something from behind.
"I'm sure she's..well." she looked behind her before continuing.
"..I'm not sure how long it'll take for her to recover. I.. seriously hope soon though."
"I don't want to make any plans without her."
he was looking away from her, so that's where Lydia was then. It did catch him by surprise when she wasn't the one who answered the door, degrading him again like she usually does. He's gotten used to it at this point.
"impaled. by what exactly." he was still looking away from her, he felt nervous making eye contact with a question like that.
"so, funny story. literally no one knows."
her tone was confusing, unable to tell if she was upset or generally staying positive. but whatever it was he was glad she was taking it better than him.
"there was nothing, uh. extracted from her body or the wounds, literally looked like a suicide attempt."
she turned once again, reaching for the plates.
"But even then, the wound was too big for anything here."
he felt cold from the comment, what the fuck? And to make it worse that Gabriel was missing too? he feared for him. He looked down slightly before getting startled from a sudden plate being shoved into his hands.
"didn't mean to change the perspective there, guess I was on the same page as you." her tone changed also instantly, back to her average optimistic self. she snickered softly before handing him the glass of water she promised.
The plate consisted of a good amount of strawberries, maybe around 7 all diced up, included with the glass he asked for a few minutes prior. it was a pleasant surprise on his end, but still felt numb from the situation.
Charlotte gently clanked her head against his and held his hand. The feeling of her touch again made him heat up again.
"Try not to think into it too deeply Cosmo, I swear to you he's probably just fine. If you need to talk to me about anything else, I'll always be here for you."
he flared up a bit more before his dial turned again. He didn't deserve her.
".. thank you."
*
It didn't take long before the single clank turned into a full on hug. Charlotte gently held him as he softly gasped. He held the two things tightly in his hands, not exactly being next to a table which bothered him. She felt warm to the touch and the velvet lighting was gentle against his shoulder, he didn't realize how badly he needed this until now, he could feel himself calming down by the second.
"I love you so much Cosmo. I seriously have no idea where I'd be without you."
The sudden comment made his chest ache, but not exactly the negative ache. He finally developed the realization that she generally loves him, that she's not doing this out of pity, that she actually cares about him. it hurt him that he couldn't just simply wrap his arms around her.
"c.." he tried saying something, his voice trailing off as soon as they developed. being so close to her was very comforting, he wished he could just stay like this forever. in-between her arms. God he loved her. nothing could ever replicate this feeling he had but her.
She let go of him for a bit, allowing the poor man to actually put his stuff down. but maybe not exactly start eating. She still felt the feeling of desperation go through her, even after the talk, she was still riled up, maybe she could make an attempt of teasing him to see if he enjoys it? it would be awkward just to simply ask.
Charlotte was very much a virgin, having no idea how to even confront these emotions without cringing at every little thought she had. But god, did that little gasp he released turn her on. she wanted to hear more from him. wanted to feel him underneath. She covered herself a bit, trying to hide the fact that her bulb might've changed to a pinkish shade. it's not like he would've questioned it though.
he placed down the plate finally after maybe 7 minutes of holding it, he moved himself a little to the right before he jumped to the touch of Charlotte's hands on his shoulder again. her hands were shaking slightly as she tried to get some words out. He was shaken by the sudden pin from behind.
"Is there anything else you need from me?" She had a sinister tone to her voice, soft and quiet as she leaned in a little closer, hands drifting lower, maybe down so to his middle upper arm before she gently caressed.
"o..oh, I… think I'm alright for now." he hated how easy it was to fluster him. He couldn't hide his stutters.
"You sure seemed needy for something back there. maybe I could help out a bit." alone from her tone, he could just hear the smirk. Where did this come from?
"w…what are you implying?" He held himself up with the table, never wanting to admit it that he always felt weak to her touch. melting almost instantly every time she pets him.
Charlotte didn't respond. fuck, this was coming out poorly. she let go of his arms for a bit before rethinking her entire idea. She felt embarrassed about how she just. dove in like that. god she should've just waited momentarily. Does he even want me to do this? God, what am I doing?
she looked at him from behind, deciding if she wanted to go on or not, she felt as if she ruined the whole idea for herself. But god damn did She want to be as close to him as possible. Even if it sacrificed some of her mental sanity.
He turned his head slightly, confused on whatever just happened before Charlotte suddenly tugged him over to her by his collar. She was pissed at herself already on how slow she was with developing courage, so out of spite of her mind she pushed him to a wall, momentarily pinning him from the front. He let out a gentle gasp from the force but was soon cut out by her clanking him again. it lasted a lot longer than it usually did, gently rubbing his arm as she carefully moved upwards. Her left hand was caressing the sides of the dial as she spontaneously forced her leg in between his. He really tried to muffle the noises coming out of him, he hated how sensitive he was even to the slightest touch. But it was getting a lot harder for him after the sudden handlement around the edge of his inner neck area.
He suddenly pulled away from her, letting out a soft whimper from the impact. Charlotte moved her hand back down before lifting up slightly, she once again was embarrassed by herself, god why can't she just ask. She leaned upwards and lifted her hand up to hide the leaking.
"p,,pardon me. went a little quick there didn't I." she chuckled a bit to lighten her mood.
he stared at her for a bit, starstruck from what she just did. But finally, he got the clue. He looked downward again as his dial spun. He cut out Charlotte with a grab of her shoulders and pushed himself into her.
Sure, it startled her, but now she at least knew that he wanted this. She didn't speak much as she drifted her hand back onto the brim. His breaths fastened as he grabbed ahold of her. waiting in anticipation for the touch. It. didn't exactly come straight away. Charlotte was still very skeptical if she truly wanted to do this, I mean- she did but did she really? god why was she doing this oh my god ok. she caressed the edge with her fingers as her left arm gradually grabbed ahold of his side. she was still trying to hold herself back, listening to the way his breaths shuddered to each touch and the soft whimpers he released.
He sulked at the noises he made. He felt embarrassed of the things that were escaping from him. He pulled away from her and dug himself into her chest, he occasionally heaved out a few sounds as he gripped harder, this was a lot more than he wanted, but in no way was he complaining. he was right on the edge of the pleasure he endured, he hated seeming so desperate but fuck did he just want her to touch him. He moved his hips slightly along her leg as he lifted himself up a bit, looking ashamed in himself.
"c..char," he struggled with his words cutting out on him, spontaneously gasping.
Charlotte looked down at him a bit, her bulb was clearly pink, maybe on the lighter side but she shivered from the noises. She tilted herself forward a bit, placing her head next to his neck area. hearing her exhales didn't help these thoughts at all, he was growing more desperate.
"Do you want something darling?" she continued to edge him on a bit, it was clear he was getting wetter.
he stumbled on his words a bit, god how was this even happening? He's had the idea of teasing Charlotte a bit to get her into the mood prior but unfortunately he couldn't help but feel intrusive. He simulated something with his hips before letting out a weak giggle.
she stared him down a bit more, leading him to cover up a bit.
"you little brat. answer me dumbass" soon after she tightly squeezed the side of his stomach, growing tired of holding back.
"hhhAAH FUCK~ CHARLOTTE, P..PLEASE–" wonderful. finally she could feel herself developing courage.
Cosmo dug himself back in Charlotte, feeling absolutely humiliated from what he just did. But he physically couldn't handle the anticipation. He whimpered from underneath her, repeating the word "please" 3 times in the midst of other noises.
She lifted his head up a bit, inching her hand further into his neck. oh my god he never expected to feel this way, ever. He grinded himself gently against Charlotte as she smirked.
"God, look at you. being all obedient for me" she started to really press down on him, allowing him to let out soft moans occasionally. she leaned in closer, using her two fingers to rub a specific area.
"fuck. continue being a good boy for me will you" she clanked into him again as she gently stuck two fingers into the inner area.
he yelped from the sudden entrance, but he grew with adrenaline  with the fluids acting as lube, she sped up the momentum.
"h..haah– p..please–" as the moments went by he became more and more desperate, begging for her to move faster as he grew more rough against Charlotte's leg. god he seemed so content with her fingers being inside him, the way he grabbed ahold of her, moaning in her ear as he cuss silently. she enjoyed the feeling of him being pent up across her leg, his soft shudders and the pleasure she felt from him squeezing her hips,, Finally, she couldn't hold back anymore.
She gently put her hand along the brim of her own, carefully pulling both layers down right around her pelvic area. She couldn't help but feel some discomfort from the use of her tool, but either way, at least she has one last good use of it before she fixes her schedule up. it seemed that Cosmo hadn't noticed yet. she grabbed ahold of the brim of his pants, gently using her left arm to caress his pelvic bone as he grew more anticipated. she softly spoke after a while.
"May I." she spoke sharply, yet softly. it caught him off guard but he quietly nodded. Charlotte wasn't going to take body language as an answer.
she lifted off of him, soon after he grew into a stuttering mess.  she continued to tease him through soft hums she made, with that finally pushing him off the edge.
he pulled Charlotte closer to him as he covered himself with one arm, he felt so humiliated on how desperate he grew to be but he simply just couldn't hold it in anymore.
"d..damnit, Charlotte please. j.. just fuck me already" GOD HE WANTED TO CRY, he has no idea how she riled him up so badly but he's do anything just to feel her internally at this point. just alone from the way he covered himself up, it was clear to her that he prepared himself for something different.
She giggled a little before grabbing ahold of his hand, which was already positioned onto his brim. "You must really want me, do you?"
her voice once again went soft, helping him gently pull down the two layers completely off, eventually letting him calm himself down a bit. she held him gently against the wall with her left, repositioning her right on his thigh, he followed the gaze of her hand momentarily until she suddenly lifted his leg up, quite roughly to be honest. she inched closer to him, pinning him against the wall while listening to his soft whimpers. For a man who looks as if he rarely gets any extent amount of exercise, he sure was flexible. He hid his face behind both hands, occasionally looking up to lock eyes. She hesitated at first, pretty sure they both did but there was no way either of them are stopping now. she stood there for a moment, waiting for a response from him.
he looked to the side of him, growing a bit overheated.
"please just..get with it already, this is embarrassing."
she cleared her throat before connecting eyes with him "r..right, my bad."
she grabbed ahold of his leg tighter, lifting it up as she thrusted into him gently. hearing how loud he got after the first entrance gave her a sudden rush of adrenaline, momentarily picking up the pace when he asked for it. it was an interesting feeling of being inside him, with the two literally venting about the incident to sudden cope fucking? What was this some sort of Wattpad story?   pardon me but uh, she was struck by the sight of him being so desperate for her, she'd never expect to see such a gentle type of personality to suddenly be begging her to enter him. she felt so warm internally, she couldn't help but thrust into him hard occasionally just to get something out of him. It was an interesting experience for the both of them, that's for sure.

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