Diary

Falling for a stranger

Is it really ok for me to fall in love with someone.. especially when my eyes were the only one to see her.. such a beautiful smile as bright as the sun it could take over my whole world.. or maybe it will be the reason for my existance..

let me describe her.. she's just a normal person.., just an average look but her smile is so bright it would lit the whole world.. she's not as elegant as a lady but more of a teaser as her words are quite shallow, her hair is as soft as a cotton as her brand new hair suddenly appeared..

I've never once talked to her.. but her laugh is dangerous its loud and elegant to my ears.. she has a wide circle of friends but the boys are always her choice.. I stare at her from afar, sometimes I'm as lucky as a clover i get to walk pass her and hear her voice.. It's already been a few months since a habit of staring at the window to wait for her and see her..

How do I approach her?.. It's as easy as boiling a water but approaching her out of the blue and with no reason but you like her is awesomely awkward.. I sound like a pervert right now but I know her name she's Kim... not the full name but i heard it when i walked pass her..I was lucky.. it was a jack pot that day..

Everytime i see her i suddenly get full energy to move around and help around the house.. but sometimes i just wanna sit down put my chin on the table and put my eyes straight to her and admire her.. and sometimes as selfish as an eagle just wanting to grab her and hug her.. but who the hell am I to do that? I'm also just a stranger.. I just happen to fall in love with her...

Sometimes when I walk pass her, eyes go unto her some eyes judge and some eyes like mine admire.. I hate it when someone bullies her when I'm there because i feel weak knowing that I can't help her since I'm just a stranger to her and i don't even know who she really is and their reason to bully her...

I like Kim.. I like her but I'm just a stranger.. but even so i really can't help but desire being next to her and make her feel safe and loved.. I can't help but like her.. I can't help that my heart chose a complete stranger.. I can't help but want her and need her.. I can't..

I feel bad for everything.. for liking her because i don't even know her and for being a complete pervert stranger wanting to know her.. maybe, just maybe one day I'll be able to get to know her more.. know her by not stalking but knowing her as a friend in the future..

"I'm fine, staring from afar is far more comfortable than trying to be hers" - says a certain someone who keeps daydreaming