KAANCH - Strong & Fragile

5.

Dhruvi (p.o.v)

Life is nothing but the totality of conscious choices that you continuously make.
                               -The economics times

I read that somewhere but those words are the reality of life because what we are in the present all depends on what we choose in past.

My family, my maa and baba choose to not believe in me they choose to throw me in jail. So, they shouldn't have expected same girl whom they throw out.

So, when I entered my new pris-- sorry sorry my old "home" I chuckled in my mind, irony is that I felt nothing,

I felt the coldness of betrayal of my family, only the voice of 14 years-old begging her family to believe her, believe in her innocence... Thats what I heard and felt when I put my first step in LUTHRA house.

I kept moving forward I didn't even glance the silently crying woman who birthed me, i just moved forward bypassing her, i ignored the pang i felt.

I saw all the members of luthra family present there and welcoming me with 2 new faces i know because i heared the news of my brother getting married...so assumed they are my so called"bhabhis"

Well its doesnt matter i shake my head a little.

My inner voice :- it's matters, they're your family.

I just laughed in my mind and wait for malti to do whatever she is here for!!

Malti:- hello everyone, im malti miss. Dhruvi's counselor, i'll be checking on her until she is adult!!
Soo nice to meet you all.

I ignored the voice and moved in the house...  

I looked around its same like before... I was admiring the house and all the the sweet and bad memories reappear in front my eyes like someone playing movie!!!

I snapped out when i feel someone put his hands on my shoulder...
I looked back and saw its my dear Father staring me with what we called look of pain in his eyes...

I shrugged the hands off... And glared him ...

When i heard my irritating counselor saying sorry to me for early leave i just looked her mockingly...

I scoffed sorry my ass, she just pretending so she can leave me here all alone with my-my family i stammerd in last words but whatever.

She left me while im standing in middle of all the members...
(How the fuck, im in middle??) I thought...

*Ahem* hello devrani ji..

I just looked at her bored!! I mean women didnt you heard me out there, i thought nevermind who cares...

The girl in pink colour saree come and hugged me. I get still with shock!!

She releas me though but im still stund with her sudden hug!

Sorry devrani ji i cant help it... You look so cute so hehe she laughed mischievously,i stared her with my still stun face *ahem* anyways devrani ji my name is preeta karan luthra nice to meet you she said with big smile.

I got my senses back and glared her...

I took a step closer to her,

Dont, dont you ever try to do shit like this i growled!! She took a step back and my dear big brother take one step forward like he gonna protect her...

Haa.. he didn't take any stand like that when..fuck it.. hai

But Good i thought fear is better because they should fear me and stay the fuck away for me!! But she still had that smile that fucking irritating fuck it  i just gonna ignore her...

And step back a little (i need some personal space damn it!!)

I asked no one particular "where im staying for 3 months " call me childish or whatever but i just have to stress the 3 months out!!

A short women in yellow saree came to me with soft look... she should be my big big brother mr. Rishabh luthra's wife... Well she didn't cross my personal space she just asked me to follow her while giving me motherly smile... And believe me its takes everything from me to not just kill her....

I hate those kind of warmness which make me soft to others...

I hate it!!

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Sorry for late update (i mean very late hehe) but i didnt know what to write 🥺🥺 enjoy though!!