Paper Rings (Epistolary)

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Asher WP
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DEC 15 AT 10:23 PM

Hi, Tyler.

Are you busy?

no, not really

why? you need something?

You wanna talk? No worries,
I won't bother you if you really
don't want to.

about what are we going to talk?

You

Us.
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I'm not here to tell you to
come back to me again

HAHAHAHA

wow, kailan ka pa natutong
maglagay ng tawa sa chat?

Someone special to me

I'll introduce him to you
soon, don't worry. That's why
I am here.

I want to clear things between us,
Tyler. I want to start again. Can you
help me?

sure. let's help ourselves

Why? You have someone special
to you na din? Wow, good for you!
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So, first, I wanted to say sorry
for everything that I've caused you.
Kung sana hindi naging tayo, hindi
ka masisira nang gan'on katindi.

Honestly, I still blame myself
for what happened to us, but I learned
that it will changed nothing.

I had enough of myself, of the blames
and pressure I carried on my back.

Sorry for the things I missed. For the
chances I never take. And for the
moments I ignored.

Sorry sa mga naging pagkukulang
ko, Tyler.

it's fine. we do mistakes,
we were young that time. lost
and careless, clueless and ignorant

i also wanted to say sorry for
easily giving up. but i want you
to know that i didn't regret letting
go and cutting that thin string

i felt sorry for hurting you,
but there's nothing I regret. or if
meron man, siguro 'yon 'yong
mga oras na hindi kita pinakinggan

That's okay. Maybe, our time was just
a lesson for the both of us. Maybe
He was just preparing us for someone
more deserving.

Maybe He wants us not to commit
the same mistake with the next person
we'll love.

yeah. i'm on the state of healing
myself na, kaya sana ikaw rin. forgive
yourself, Asher. it's all in the past

It will take time for me
to be fully healed, but don't worry,
I will. Soon.
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Gusto ko lang malaman mo na,
totoong minahal kita, Tyler.

Totoo lahat ng pinakita ko sa'yo,
kahit na nagsimula tayo sa lokohan.

i know. i did loved you too,
Asher. but, everything should
be left behind. let's just use our
past to fuel ourselves for us not
to be lost in present and future

I guess, this is the end?

Friends?

awkward naman maging
friend ang ex mo

HAHAHAHAHA
Right. But still, let's learn
to be civil with each other.

No grudges, no hatred anymore.

makakaasa ka, Asher.
'yan din naman ang gusto
ko sa simula pa lang

'wag mong kalilimutang
ipakilala 'yong taong nagugustuhan
mo, ha. i have receipts

Don't worry. I'll be prouder this time.

don't do the same mistake with him

I won't. Thank you for everything, Tyler.

I will fulfill those what ifs I have with you
to him. Don't worry, I will take care of
him this time.
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