summary: you and matt have your first time after many awaiting months
pairing: college! Matt Murdock x fem!reader
warnings: SMUT no protection (but safe matt), fluff
wc: 1.4k+
It was finally summer break. The backyard of your house— where you moved in with a few of your girlfriends— was filled with close friends and some randoms, celebrating the accomplishments of the year. Matt had been hanging around foggy and some of their class friends they invited. You chatted with Kasey, one of your roommates about what you're going to do over the 3-month break from school. You would glance at matt every so often feeling happiness fill your boy. He could feel you staring at him and every so often he would tilt his head and smirk in your direction. Kasey just finished telling you about her planned trip to France before going to yell at some freshman that snuck into the party and we're grabbing alcohol. You now stood alone smiling at your friends before looking at matt again. The feeling inside you erupted again and you knew you loved him and wanted him forever. He was the best thing that has happened to you. Bring your cup of soda up to your lips you acted like you were drinking.
"matt." you knew he would hear you at some point if you really wanted his attention, you knew about his hearing and how all his senses increased, so you had a few tricks you liked to do. "matt" you spoke again seeing he was smiling at something foggy said "matt." this time he reacted, his smile fading as he heard your voice "hi." you breathed out and he smiled looking down at his shoes tilting his head to the side letting you know he was really listening "can you meet me inside? my room?" you nervously asked feeling it come out of your mouth like a brick. worry faded over his face as he moved his head towards you, not knowing if you were okay or not, it was too crazy for him to focus on your heart at the moment because of the music and the talking around him. he nodded at you making you sigh in relief.
You put your cup in the trash and headed inside. The house was off-limits so no party was inside. You headed to your room at the end of the hall far away from the backyard and the pounding of music. Closing the door behind you, you stood waiting for matt to show up in the room. A few seconds later the doorknob twisted and matt entered closing it and putting his cane down to give you his full attention.
"hi again." you quietly let out with a chuckle
"are you okay? you sounded worried." he moved closer to you so he could feel the emotions around you
"Yeah, I just missed you." shrugging you nervously played with his hoodie strings that sat on his chest
"I was just across the lawn, but I missed you too." smiling up at him you kissed him softly as your hands now rested on his jacket
"I love you." matt felt his heart skip and beat, every time you say it, he feels it skip
"I love you too, so much." his forehead rested against yours,
"i-i think I'm ready. I just I'm really happy with you, I love you a lot." his eyebrows lifted above his sunglasses
"like, ready, ready?" you nodded against him and he smiled widely
"gosh, me too. I didn't wanna force it on you." you softly laughed before giving him a small peck on his lips again
"matt?"
"yeah?"
"make love to me, please."
Matt felt like the world was flipped upside down. He felt the rush of happiness, love, and compassion fill his body as you stood in front of him.
"Please," you begged and he quickly connected your lips together
"of course, I will." you reached up to remove his glasses and he closed his eyes as you placed them on your dresser
"don't, I love them." he opened his brown eyes softly and you held his face looking into them "my favorite thing ever." he blushed in your grip
"get undressed, I'm ready just wanna make love to you now," he muttered wanting to be a part of you now
You both got undressed. Nothing was new as you both have done other things together that led to being naked. You slipped into the bedsheets waiting for him. He was feeling his wallet and sighed.
"I don't have a condom."
"I'm on the pill, remember?"
"I still wanted to be extra safe, y/n." he moved under the covers to lay next to you on his side
"it's okay I promise, I'll take a plan B." he nodded
"ill go with you." at that moment he was it for you, he always has been
"come here matt murdock." you shushed the talking between the both of you with a passionate kiss as he leaned down above your face before moving in between your legs to be filling on top of you now. He placed a small kiss down your neck and you arched your back off the bed and your stomach and chest collided with his chest and his hard-on. "matt."
"I know." he didn't want you to wait any longer you can do foreplay later, right now he wanted you and you wanted him. "okay. I'll be gentle I'm sorry." you nodded as he led his dick to your entrance. He gathered your wetness at coverage to push in softly. your gasp scared him but he could the by your breathing and heart rate you enjoyed it.
"matt- fuck." he pushed in more as a small tear fell down your eye and he kissed it quickly before trying to hurry up so you could feel the pleasure
"almost, you're so tight." he grunted as he fit all the way in and you both took a deep breath "tell me when to move, all you." you brought one of your hands to the back of his head and brought him down to you as you kissed him
"now." you kissed him again to keep something on your mind as the pain would go away. matt's hips moved slowly out of you and back, making you both moan into each other's mouths, not really kissing, just breathing as your lips touched "gosh."
"I love you," he muttered as he moved his head to the crook of your neck as he picked up his movements. matt went at a loving speed for both of you. the feeling of him inside of you felt unreal to explain, all the sexual build-up you two have had was always done by my hand or mouth and this was probably now what you both loved more
"I love you too- fuck." you moaned his name and matt went crazy, he felt as that was his breaking point but he knew you needed more "more." he could hear feel every inch of you never like before, he felt as if you were now completely in his head.
"I'm gonna cum soon." he lifted his head to kiss you pushing into your pussy harder than before as he grunted into your mouth
"me too." he picked up again but pushed out of you and slammed back into you multiple times "matt." he closed his eyes not wanting this to be over but your highs were around the corner. he hit the right spot at the right time and you cummed around his cock "matt!" he felt the warmth of your cum on him but he didn't let that stop him from finishing himself. he tried to pull out to cum on your stomach but you locked your legs around him and his eyes shot open
"y/n, baby." his face turned red as he held the cum in
"it's okay. cum inside me matt." he shook his head
"not safe."
"Matt, I'm okay do it," he grunted pushing out and back in cumming inside you
"holy shit." he pumped a few more times letting it out before slowly laying down on you. he felt your arms wrap around him making him feel safe with you "oh my god." you both caught your breath "that was amazing, you're amazing." he kissed your neck before trying to move out of you but you stopped him again "y/n," he said in a warning tone
"Just stay like this for a little please." he sighed laying back down sighing as his dick started to harden again at the feeling of you still around him
"okay. I'll clean you up in a bit, just sleep." he slowly moved your bodies so you were now on top of him and laying on his chest "fuck." the new position made him squirm "sorry." he tried to just hold you while you laughed against him
"We can go again later."
"hell yeah."
