Always late (skrillmau5)

Mine

She folded her arms. "So what were yous doing"
"Just talking"
"Why were you holding his hand"
"Don't tell me you've never held your friends hand before"
"Yeah but, is it the same with boys?"
"Can be"
"Oh, cool" she nodded
"So going out with any girls tomorrow?"
"No"
"Are you just going to sit in the house?"
"No, I'm going out"
"With..."
"Joel"
"Sonny, what the fuck?"
"What!"
"Why are you going out with him"
"I like him"
She just kind of left my room.
The next morning I woke up, joel was sitting there on his phone
I sat up
"why are you here?" I said kind of harshly
"Your dad let me in, damn you sleep in pretty late"
I checked the time, it was 2 o clock. Oops
"Oh shit"
"Exactly, get up"
"Don't look, I'm naked" I said casually
He turned away. I got changed
"You can look now"
He came over and kissed me, my mum walked in, but he jumped away quick enough so she never realised
"Sonny, make your bed"
"Ok"
"That pretty girl came while you were sleeping"
I sighed "cool"
She stopped and realised I wasn't the only person in the room.
"Hi, who are you again?"
"Joel" he said and smiled at her.
"Oh, so your joel"
"Yes"
"You got a girlfriend joel?"
He shook his head
"Neither has he, stop being so lazy sonny, go get laid"
I crossed my arms "whatever"
"Are you a virgin?" She asked Joel
he nodded "my dads torturing me about it"
She laughed "good on him"
"Mum what the hell"
"Shut up sonny" she said jokingly
"So where are yous going"
"I don't know yet" said joel happily
I heard a knock on the door. Then my dad let starlet in. Why would he do that.
She put her head in. "Can I talk to you outside?" She asked
"Sure"
I came out and she put her hands on me.
"When are you going to tell me, it's been killing me"
"Soon, I just need some time"
"Ok" she said and walked away
"Just hit me up"
"No problem"
I walked back in
"What did she want?"
"Again none of your business"
She sat down on my bed and sighed "I don't understand you"
"Why?"
"She is stunning! She is definitely wet for you, why don't you just sleep with her?"
I crossed my arms "because...I don't want to hurt her, I don't plan on getting back together with her"
"So what?"
I raised my voice slightly "is that what you would want for your daughter? For someone she loves to sleep with her and leave?! You literally disgust me"
She looked down "your right, but why don't you get back together with her?"
"I told you it's complicated"
"Just let her suck your dick"
My arms crossed tighter and I sat down "I did"
"She did? Good. What else did she do?"
"Nope, stop asking me questions like this"
"I just wanna know"
"Why?"
"Just, because"
"Yeah, well we're leaving now"
"Bring home a girl"
"Fuck off"
"Loser" she said as we walked out.
When we got outside joel turned round to me "she really wants you to fuck"
"I know, so we're are we going?"
"Let's just get a bus into town. We'll find something to do there"
"Ok, cool"
We got on the bus. We were just kissing.
"I just hate the way she goes on at me"
"You know, you don't have to be a virgin. We could fix that"
I looked at him kind of shocked
"Like, if you want to"
"You wanna fuck me?"
"Yeah"
"Yeah, let's do it!"
"Cool, when?"
"Soon, why wait?"
"True. There's a party next Saturday, plus I have a free. We could go to the party then back to mine"
"That sounds really fun and all, but I'm really not good at parties"
"Your worried about the party?" He laughed "dude it'll be fine"
"Ok"
We went into town and just walked about
There was so many people there we knew, it was kind of uncomfortable, we got the bus back. We sat in the same place as last night, with drinks. Just some vodka.
I rested my head on his chest and looked at the stars.
We liked to talk about really deep, passionate stuff while looking at the stars.
It was nice. I kind of felt like I was living, because I used to have nearly no one. Not in a sad way, I never knew I wanted anyone.
"Come to mine?"
"Ok"
We went back to my house.
I went in and upstairs, I couldn't see my mum.
I walked in and she was in my room, I quickly let go of Joel's hand
"Why are you in here"
"I was just wondering what the disk under your bed was"
"Did you watch it?!"
"No I just wanted to freak you out"
"Have you been drinking?"
"Maybe a little bit"
"Ok, well you wanna get out"
"I'm so sad sonny"
"Why?"
"I'm just not getting enough, so I always want to make sure you do. Also I've been drinking a bit more than a little"
"I really didn't need to know that" I said disgusted
"I know, I'm sorry. Your just who I share with. I'm so glad I have a son like you. Unlike that sister of yours, it's like she's not even part of the family" referring to my little sister Amy, she's 12.
"You'll bond when she's older"
"Yeah, it'll be fine"
She hugged me
"I love you sonny"
"Thanks"
"I hate the way parents push their kids to be smart and shit. All I want you to do sonny, is when you find a partner, keep them satisfied"
"Ok"
"Take them, and fuck their brains out, all the time"
"Ok, sure"
"I mean it"
"Ok"
She went to stand up and fell.
"Ok, you're way to drunk, get out"
"Why, you gonna masturbate? Loser. Go find a bitch"
"No, I'm not" I said helping her up
"If you say so"
She couldn't walk, so I picked her up and carried her to her room.
"Go get your dad, tell him to fuck me"
"What?! No"
"Just go"
I went to him "mum wants you" then ran away quickly
I went back into joel.
"That was so weird" I said sitting down
"Well hey, at least all you have to do is fuck someone to make her happy"
I laughed "yeah"
he started kissing me, then stopped "your house has such a nice atmosphere. You lucky to be so close with your mum"
"Yeah, I am"
He started kissing my neck, and then gave me a hickey. That's gonna be hard to explain.
He laughed. "I'm so glad I met you"
"Yeah same"
"Oh my god! It's one o'clock"
"Come on, I'll walk you half way"
"Ok" he said and smiled
I took his hand and we went downstairs. "Wait let me get a drink first" I said and walked into the kitchen.
I was just drinking my orange juice, then he started kissing me.
"What the fuck is going on?" Said a voice from beside me.
I jumped "jesus Amy! Where did you come from?"
"More like what the fuck are you doing?"
"Why are you swearing?"
"Because you can't tell on me"
"I wouldn't tell on you anyway"
"Really? Cool"
"Anyway, just shhh ok. Don't tell anyone"
"But, I don't understand, are you gay?"
"I'm bi"
"Does mum know?"
"No, don't tell her"
"Ok, sure. But why are you hiding it?"
"I'll tell her in time, don't worry"
"Ok" she said and walked away
"Let's go" I still said in some shock.
I walked him down the street.ł
I was about to leave, but he pulled me back and kissed me.
I kissed him more, then jumped into his arms and kissed him more.
He pushed me against a wall and kissed my neck
I laughed "ok I really need to go now"
He put me down
"Ok, I'll see you tomorrow"
"Sure bye"
I walked home and came in the front door.
Amy looked at me and I went kind of red.
"Was that your boyfriend?"
"Yeah"
"He's hot"
"I know" I said and went upstairs.
The next day I woke up and got breakfast. Everyone was in the kitchen.
"Morning" said my mother, she seemed better, don't wanna know why.
"Hi" I said and went over to the coco pops.
I filled them out.
"Is that a hickey?"
Everyone turned round to me
"I dunno maybe" I mumbled and left.
I sat in my room for like two hours, then my mum came in.
"So..who gave you the hickey?"
"Uh..no one, someone, maybe shh I dunno know" I mumbled
"Tell me, what were you up to last night?"
"More like what were you up to last night?"
"Why, Whatd I do?"
"You were just saying loads of weird shit"
"Oh, typical"
"Are you ok by the way"
"I'm alright, I don't know what I told you, but don't worry about it"
"It was just some shit that made sense"
"Ok"
"I didn't tell you anything about me and dad did I?"
"Yeah, You did"
"Fuck" she said and sat down
"Yo, don't worry I don't really care"
"Really?"
"Yeah"
"Cool, now let's talk about this hickey"
"Let's not"
"Come on!"
"What do you even want me to say"
"Who gave you it"
"Someone I like"
she smiled "oh really"
"Yeah"
"Will I ever get to meet them?"
"Sure you will"
She had to leave.
That week dragged in aswell. It was Wednesday. I really don't feel like going to school.
"Mum, I don't feel well..wait, I don't need to lie to you. I don't wanna go to school, can I stay off?"
"Yeah, you can..if you talk to me"
"About.."
"What do you think?"
"Come on!"
"I guess you can just go in then"
"Fine I'll talk to you "
"Yay"
I got back into bed, joel rang me but my mum was still in the room.
-phone call-
Where are you?
Oh shit yeah, I'm not coming in
What? Why
There's some shit I need to avoid today.
Like?
Home works I didn't do
You never do homework
Fine, I just don't wanna fight Eric today, because of reasons I will text you.
Ok, aw I'm gonna be so alone without you.
Don't worry about it, you'll be ok. I'll come get you after school and walk you home.
Aw thanks.
I'm so sorry.
It's fine. It's just gonna be harder to get through the day.
(I looked at my watch)
Skip the period after lunch, I'll phone you, we can talk.
Ok!
See you later
Bye
-hangs up-
"Who was that?"
"Just...a friend"
"Didn't sound like a friend"
"It was just...no one I'm ready to tell you about yet. Same person that gave me the hickey, and made me smile everyday"
She smiled "ok"
I texted joel.
"You ready to talk yet?"
"Ok"
"We're the only ones in the house so let's go to the living room"
I follow her down, all the doors were shut, the fire was lit, it was a cosy ass living room, I don't spend much time down here.
"Wait so how long did you go out with the pretty girl?"
"Her names starlet and, I'm not sure, a while"
"So if you let her do other stuff to you, why didn't you fuck her?"
"Because" I sighed "my attraction to her was more sensual than sexual"
She looked at me confused "what do you mean?"
"I just wanted to touch her and kiss her and hug her, just tease her and tell her that I love her, that's all really, I didn't want much more from her"
"Awww sonny. That's so sweet"
I went kind of red "I can't help it!"
"It's pretty cool actually, most boys your age only want one thing"
"Well, I'm not constantly horny, I know how to take care of myself"
"What about this new one"
"I'm not sure yet, think it's probably half and half"
"So fuck that one"
"I plan to"
"Oh my god! Yaayy!" She said excited
"Yay" I said unamused
"Are you nervous?"
"Sure, but I'll be alright. We're both virgins, no ones going to know if I fuck up, it'll be fine"
"Just be safe"
"I will"
That day I was so tempted to tell her it was a boy. But I didn't.
"You do know how, right?"
"Yeah"
"You'll be fine then"
"Joel wants me to go to a party on Saturday, I'm actually more worried about that"
She laughed "why it's just a party"
"I'm not good at parties, but I don't want him to think I'm weird or something"
"You'll be ok, just blend in"
It was time for me to phone joel, but I wanted to go see him instead
"I need to go to the shop"
"Ok, I'll see you in a while"
I was walking there, but I was wondering...what if he found someone else to bunk off with? What if I'm no longer even relevant.
I rang him
"Hey sonny!" Phew he sounds happy enough to hear from me.
"Hey what's up?"
"Not much, pussies were too scared to bunk with me, so I'm alone again"
I was nearly there.
I took this opportunity to sneak up behind him. He shit himself. He jumped about forty foot.
"Sonny!" He said excitedly and pulled me on top of him
He started kissing me. I kissed him faster. Then I kissed all down his neck
He giggled "you seem to have more..energy"
I stopped and just lay on top of him.
"I know, I'm sorry. I need to masturbate or something, fuck."
He laughed and kissed me.
"Let me help with that" he said slyly
"No I'm good"
"Come on, I'll just give you a blow job"
Before I could protest he unzipped my jeans and started.
Holy fuck.
He swallowed, and finished.
His kissed from my penis to my neck.
"I can't wait for saturday"
"Neither can i" I said, still rather excited.
The bell rang.
He sighed, I have to go to this class.
I would kiss you but you just sucked my dick.
I hugged him.
"Bye"
"Bye, I'll see you after school"
He smiled and walked away.
K I need to go to the shop to make it seem believable.
I came back into my house smiling. She squinted her eyes at me.
"Why are you so happy?"
"No reason"
"Where did up you go?"
"The shop!"
"Nah! Nothing makes you smile like that expect that new bitch. You saw them didn't you"
"Uhh.."
"Knew it"
I took out my phone "fine, you caught me" I mumbled
"Can't I meet them already?"
"Nope" I said not concentrating.
"Why?"
"You'll judge me" I didn't mean to say that and it probably seems hella suspicious.
In no time at all I was walking up to get joel. I was texting Devon, he was telling me about his new bitch.
I saw joel.
"Hey!" He said happily
"Hi" I mumbled
He pulled my head over and kissed it.
"How's my beautiful boy"
"I dunno ask him" my mind was somewhere else.
"Sonny!"
I put my phone away. "Sorry what were you saying?"
He shook his head "doesn't matter, Eric's looking for you by the way"
"Yeah well Eric can just fucking wait" I said angrily
"Sure...you ok?"
"What? Yeah I'm fine" I said quickly
"You don't seem fine"
"I said I was ok! Jesus Christ!" I said angrily
He looked at me shocked, I covered my mouth
"Shit, maybe I'm not ok, I'm sorry"
"Uh, it's ok. What's wrong"
"I'm not actually sure"
"Can I help you?"
"No! Joel for fuck sake I'm not a mental patient!" I said coldly
"Jesus! What the fuck is wrong with me?" I asked worried
He looked at me really weirdly.
I looked at him sadly.
"Is this because of the fight?"
"Why? Don't you think I could win?! Your so unsupportive!!!" I screamed at him
I covered my mouth, I was nearly crying
"I didn't mean to say that!" I whimpered
Joel looked beyond confused
"What's going on!"
He pulled my head close to his chest "you'll be ok"
I left him home "sorry" I said and left.
The next day I had to fight Eric, I couldn't get out of it!
Me and Eric used to be good friends, I didn't wanna hurt him, but I guess I have to.
I was about to fight
"Be careful" I don't really think joel believes I can fight, and I don't blame him. He's gonna see today.
Eric hit me square in the face.
All my anger built up, literally my anger issues are why I win every fight.
I smashed him in the jaw, then nose, then cheek. I blocked his punch and kicked I'm twice on the side and once higher up so he wouldn't know how to block. He kicked. I grabbed his leg and tripped him up, then elbowed him in the face to finish. When my anger died down I felt bad.
Everyone was cheering for me though.
He put his hand out for me to help him up. He then pulled me in and punched me, I was soooo angry now. I trailed him up by the collar and hit his head off the wall.
People cheered again. Devon took care of Eric so no teachers found out about the fight, that's the rule.
I walked away through the crowd, joel ran after me.
"Holy shit, that was scary"
"Yeah, I have a lot of anger built up inside"
He laughed nervously.
"I could never fight tho, it's too dangerous"
"It's different for you"
"How?! Do you wanna hurt people?"
I stopped and looked at him angrily
"I have to fight, joel! I don't have a choice like you. If someone tries to hurt me no ones gonna stop them, no ones gonna protect me but myself! You wouldn't understand"
"But...we go to the same school"
"But, you live in a world were you have massive friends to look over you and everyone loves you, I live in a world were my friends are struggling as much as I am and have to protect themselves never mind me"
"But no one will fight you if you don't fight"
I continued walking
"I was bullied really badly before I learnt how to fight. I don't care what you say, I'm proud of every fight I've won, because it's shows I'm getting stronger. I'm not gonna let anyone push me around or hurt me anymore, no!"
"Ok, it's just-"
I turned the corner
"See ya around" I said coldly
Joel POV
Oh shit. I mean I don't really get it, but it's was just so weird seeing him hurt someone.
I walked over to my friends sadly.
"What's wrong joel?" Asked Sarah
"Oh, just sonnys mad at me"
"So?" Asked chris
"Well, he's my friend I don't want him to be mad at me"
"Whatever, who cares about that little faggot?"
"Hey!" I said and walked away.
I didn't see him for the rest of the day, he didn't even walk home with me.
Sonny POV
I came in the door. My mother looked at me.
"Sonny, what's wrong?"
i shook my head "nothing"
"Don't lie to me"
"I don't wanna talk about it" I said walking up stairs
I don't know why I let it get to me so much.
I was really overthinking it too. Fuck I depress myself. At about eight o clock someone knocked the door.
I hoped it would be joel but I knew it wouldn't be.
"Is sonny there?" Omg it is joel
"Sonny!" Shouted my mum
I walked down stairs and acted cool, I don't know what joel thinks about all this.
I saw him standing there, his hands in his pockets, his hood tightened around his tear stained face.
"Sonny-"
I hugged him before he could continue.
I let go of him.
"I'm really really sorry"
I wiped his tears with my sleeve "don't be"
I took his hand "come up to my room"
I guided him up the stairs and into my room.
Immediately he grabbed my waist and kissed me.
Then my door swung open, I jumped. It's just Amy thank god!
"Amy! You scared the absolute crap out of me!"
She seemed quite proud of herself, she closed my door.
"When are you going to tell her?! She's so confused and when your not here she talks to me about it"
"Well don't say anything"
"I won't. But tell her soon it's all I hear!"
"Sure"
She looked up at joel
"Hey...your really hot"
I rolled my eyes
"Can I touch you muscles?"
I grabbed onto him
"Fuck off"
"Greedy!"
"Yeah well! When you get a boyfriend I'm not gonna go feeling him up!"
"I never thought I'd ever even get to say I met my brothers boyfriend never mind touch him"
"Yeah, what a magical experience, get out"
"How'd you even get someone like that?"
"What's that supposed to mean?!"
"He's like pure gold"
"Yeah. Ha ha I get to do stuff to him and you don't!" I teased her
"That's not fair!" She groaned
"Sonny! You won't be doing anything to me if you don't treat your sister right"
"Oh you ass kisser!"
We both laughed
"See ya" said Amy and left.
A while after joel had to go too. I walked him half way.
"So, maybe I could like come round before the party so we can go in together"
"Yeah, sounds good" I said nervously
This is nerve wrecking! I'm so bad at parties! I just...I don't know what to do, and I don't really like anyone my age.
I don't think he detected the nervousness.
"Bye" he said and left
I just walked away, fell straight asleep when I got home.
I woke up quite late, didn't really hear from joel all that day. At about six he came round because it started at seven.
I kind of just sat on my bed, frozen solid, thinking about this party, everyone's going to be there! It's going to be awful.
I was day dreaming for quite a long time.
"Sonny!"
"Yes?"
"Are you alright?"
"Uhh, just nervous. I told you I'm not really good at parties"
"You'll be fine, just stay with me"
It was quarter to and I'm not ready to face this fucking party, but we had to leave. We walked, it was only a few blocks away.
When we got there it was about twenty past and it was already flooded with people.
I actually found my self having a good time, no one was really paying attention to me, I liked that because when they did, it was never good. In school people hate on me for just living but here it's like all the social rules are backwards. People are being praised for acting stupidly...that part, I loved. I can fit in here.
It's like no one was even listening to eachothers conversations. Everything's bordered with music, you hear what you want to hear and that was all anybody wanted to hear.
Devon came over "hey sonny! Never pictured you to be somewhere like here"
"Yeah, me neither"
"So what brings you here"
"Joel, but whatever I'm fucking him after"
"I knew you liked him!"
"Yeah but I didnt"
"Well have fun"
"I will, thanks"
I just stayed with Devon, joel was up with his squad, I don't want to interfere.
I mean that was the plan, until he ditched me for some girl.
The house was filling up, it was a little claustrophobic.
I found these two guys, they were just talking, I went over to them, usually in school I would be judged for doing so, but here it was like we were instantly friends.
They started talking to me about their skateboarding club, it sounded so cool!
I'm so being a part of it, I like skateboarding but I hate doing it alone, now I have people.
I spent like the whole night with them
Their names are Gary and Matthew. Gary was in a deep conversation with me when Joel came over.
"You coming?"
"You can't just take sonny!" Said Matthew, he's wasted.
"I should probably go" I said looking at joel
"Why! Is he like bullying you?"
"No, he's my boyfriend don't worry about it"
"Oh, well let me give you my number so we can skateboard"
"Cool"
I took their numbers and we left.
We went back to his. I was nervous, but I couldn't show it, for some reason it only hit me now that he is one of the most popular guys at my school, I can't fuck this up.
It was time.