•newt's PoV•
I'm sick of it here. No one's actually trying to look for a way out and why is Gally second in command I've been here longer than him. The only person who has been here longer than me is Alby and his too busy in the Med jacks looking after a new greenie most of the time. I wish there was someone I could talk to, someone like me. I want someone to care as I don't remember my family I feel alone like I'm the only person. Only one.
It's so pressuring the fact that I have to keep my secret no one knows I'm gay, but I suppose no one needs to ask or know. It's the one thing I remember other than my name. The fact that I can't stand any human contact with a female if it's sexual, I kinda just shrivel up and feel uncomfortable.
Am I supposed to be this messed up? Like a this what everyone is supposed to be like? Am I the only normal one? Or am I the screwed up, disappointment that just shouldn't be around anymore? That it I'm done being like this all I want to do is one god damn thing and I bet no one would actually give two shucks if I did it or not.
I feel like ending it and that's what I'm going to do... tonight.
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Newt's past Thomas's secret
FanfictionThis will be about newt in the past before Thomas came! When Thomas came into the Glade he knew something that no one else knew....... Please this is my first story I've written so help by commenting what I should do better please thanks
