Always Been You - An EsZan AU / Aşk Mantık Intikam

Chapter 7 (M)

"No, it's not. I mean I have..." she looked away flustered. "Once in college with my then boyfriend..."

It seemed that that was what he wanted to hear, because he lowered his head again, his lips landing at the tiny throbbing pulse at the base of her neck.

He sucked.

She gulped, nervous all over again. "But it wasn't earth shattering if you know what i mean..." she was rambling now and he grinned against her skin. "Like we didn't really know what we were doing.." she continued, her word vomit unstoppable. "I really don't know what the fuss is all about anyway, I mean it's ...."

He took her breast in his mouth and sucked. And she stopped mid sentence to let out a startled "Oh!"

His lips trailed down the middle of her body and her toes curled, her whole body tensing in suspenseful anticipation. He caught the edge of her panties with his teeth, and looked up at her, his eyes glistening with desire and a hint of amusement.

"What are you doing Ozan?" she whispered. She knew, but she didn't really know.

"Showing you what the fuss is about..." he answered  cheekily, as he pulled her panty off in one quick move.

He kissed her right between her legs.

She grabbed his hair. "Ozan!" she squealed.

He slipped his finger into her and stroked. She cried out, clenching around him. He slipped another finger in, moving in slow deliberate strokes inside her. Her legs fell apart automatically, giving him greater access as she lifted her bottom against his hand. His mouth found her breast again and and stroked his tongue against her tip. She moaned low and deep, her body in such a heightened state  of arousal that she was beside herself.

"Please Ozan, I can't wait anymore." Her hands grabbed at his body, pulling him up to her, "I need you..." She knew she was this close to coming, and there was a part of her that wanted their first time to be a shared experience.

He grabbed protection and moved his body over her's - his own need so pressing that he didn't protest, even though he wanted to show her so much more. He lowered himself into her, and she wrapped her legs around his body instinctively. She was wet, slick, ready, and he had never been more turned on in his life.

He moved inside her, slowly at first, fitting inside her, filling her, then faster as she rose to him, their bodies moving in a rhythm as old as time, their ragged breath the only sound in the room. He laced his fingers through hers and lifted them over her head, opening her to him.  She dug her fingers into his firm bottom, pulling him flush into her.

His eyes roamed her body hungrily -  her firm, round breasts, her swollen lips, her eyes heavy with desire, her hair splayed on the pillow like a halo. God, she was everything he had ever imagined - wilder than his wildest dreams.

He captured her lips in his, his tongue ravaging her mouth as they moved at a frenzied pace. Until he was teetering on the very edge deep inside her.

He felt her come apart around him just as he came undone inside her and they cried out in release, in unison. 

He collapsed beside her, drawing her into his arms. She snuggled into him, her head fitting just perfectly in the crook on his neck.

"Wow!" he said.

"Wow!" she echoed.

He let out a short happy laugh, his chin moving against the top of her head. He ran feathery lines along the length of her naked back and she sighed against his neck.

"Is it always like that?" she asked, her voice soft, hesitant.

"Never," he said with conviction. "It has never been like that."

"Good," she said kissing the underside of his chin, sounding pleased.

She ran lazy circles on his back, her fingers stopping to learn the muscles.

"What happens now," she asked quietly.

"We sleep," he said, kissing the top of her head.

She nodded against him. Perfect.

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Esra woke early the next morning in a tangle of limbs. Ozan's long leg was draped across her and his arm was wrapped around her body. Her own hand was on his neck, her head nestled in his neck, their bodies pressed together - very warm and very naked.

She drew back quietly and scanned his face, he looked so peaceful in his sleep. She gave in to the urge to trace the shape of his face with her fingers - the sharp edges of his cheekbones, the soft full bow-shape of his mouth.

He stirred against her, a slow smile breaking on his lips.

Her heart lurched inside her chest, beating hard against her chest first with happiness and then with fear. Wait, what was this happiness she was feeling? This somersault in her belly at the mere sight of his sleepy smile? 

It was new, unnatural, scary. They were just exploring their physical connection - emotions were not supposed to be involved. That wasn't part of the deal.

She withdrew her hand with quickness that made him open his eyes. The smile on his lips faded when he saw the look in her eyes.

"Esra..."

"This was a mistake."

Notes (2022-03-26)

Ok first, sorry for the delay. I always take longer to write love scenes, and i had guests and no spare time and i didn't want to half-ass it.

Second, sorry for another cliffhanger, but its a romcom you gotta have the ups and downs lol. On the upside I will write the next part this week. And if it helps there's a little more heat coming in the next chapter :)