Default Title - Write Your Own

please stop

I don't feel safe. Why do I
feel like this? Is this a
punishment the Gods
did to me?
Do others also feel like
this? Why can't I be
perfect?
Why can't I be beautiful?
Why can't I be handsome?
Why can't I he attractive?
Why can't I be like others!?
What did I do to deserve this?
I didn't expect to hurt
this much, I am not an attention seeker nor a slut!
I don't wanna be anything!
No one understands me! Why can't I be stable? Why can't I be like others? Does everyone feels like this? Does everyone feels the same way I feel? What is happening to me? Why am I like this? Is this really necessary? Why does talking feels so hard? Why is my heart heavy?
Why am I feeling like this in a young age?
Was it necessary for him to do that to me? Was it necessary for him to be my best friend? Why is being like this so hard? I didn't expect any of this to happen. I want a normal life. School is ruining the shit of of me! Am I gonna be liked this forever?
I don't wanna live!
I wanna die!
I wanna fucking die already!
I ought someone to stab me in my sleep, then maybe you'll owe me a favor!
What more does it want?
Why does breathing feels so hard?
I wanna die!
Please, I wanna die!
Just a little favor
Maybe a little favor...
Why isn't this stopping?
Why is he dead?
I need him!
I need him!
I need him!
Why is he dead?
Why is he dead?
Please be back!
Please come back!
I'll do anything I promise!
I love you!
I miss you!
I am sorry!
Please come back!
Please come back to me.
I always pray to God for you to come back even though I'm an atheist!
Please don't leave me!
Please don't!
I don't wanna live without you!
Why is this so hard?
Why are you gone?
Can't you come back for awhile?
Why did you die?
Why did you have to die?
When you know I can't live without you...
Days gotten bad, I am not ready for the next day...
Please come back...
You're my will to live and yet you died? How can I live with that? Please come back.
Why did you...?
You'll always be the number one you hear me? You're always my number one! You will forever be my number one! So please come back! Come back right now! I can't live without you. I don't know what to do anymore. You're still too young to die...
You didn't get to teach me how to play a flute :(
Please come back to my life...
Days gotten long when you're not around please be here!
Please!
Please
Please
Please
Please
Just this once... I want to see you again <3
Don't be gone...
Don't go without me :(
Please come back