This story is fictional for entertainment purposes only The story is based off Nikki now 63 The character of Shelby is 29 Trigger warning mentions of self harm & overdose
Nikki sixx as himself
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Selena Gomez as Shelby
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It's a beautiful morning in Los Angeles People say I have it made my modeling career is taking off I live in mansion in a gated community in Los Angeles and married to one of the hottest. Rockstars in the world Nikki sixx but it's not a bed of roses like people thank I have been through so much in my life so much trauma that I can't get over I guess you could say some of the things Nikki went through in his life is similar to mine I have never told him anything about my past i don't want him to worry about me
I wake up early I look over at Nikki sleeping he's so cute I love this man so much he doesn't even know how much I love him I really don't want him to know my pain. I get out the bed quietly and go to the bathroom without waking him up lately I have been so depressed things from my past that hurt me and me and Nikki have been trying to have a baby we have had no luck my doctor says I may never be able to have a child they say I probably wouldn't be able to carry full term that just breaks my heart because Nikki wants a baby with me I look in the mirror I'm not happy with myself I just need to feel numb I don't know what to do with myself anymore i look around the bathroom for a fix of something I go to the bathroom medicine cabinet I find a bottle pain pills from when I got injured Not to long ago there was like 5 I took them then I find a razor blade I sit by the bathtub and wait for the pain pills to kick in then I start to cut my arm. After a little bit I feel sleepy and everything goes dark.
Nikki's pov I wake up and see Shelby is already up check my phone no messages I get up to go take a shower I open the bathroom door to find Shelby passed out on the floor in a pool of blood Oh no baby what happened I try to wake her she won't she has big cut on arm blood running down like crazy It will take an ambulance forever to get here it would faster If I get her to the hospital I pick her up run out door with her in my arms sit her in the passenger side seat of my truck I jump in the driver's seat as fast as can flying down the street passing every car on the highway I hold her hand. Baby please don't leave me. I say to her we arrive the hospital I jump out of the truck run to her door pick her up take her inside I need a doctor right now please I call out what's going on a young guy comes in the room. I thank my wife Cut her arm on purpose & overdosed I found an empty bottle of pain pills and a razor blade she was in a pool of blood when I found her in our bathroom they take her into the ER After a little while the doctor comes back to ask me questions about her
Are you family to miss Shelby ? Yes I'm her husband. Your name is Nikki sixx. Well Mr sixx your wife is recovering well she did lose a lot of blood and took way to many pills She is lucky to be alive you got her just in time That's great thank God Mr sixx. Do you know your wife has addiction problems ?
No I had no idea she has never said anything to me about such thing
I would recommend that you get her help
What kind of addictions ?
Well my records show she has overdose on coke and heroin
Damn she's done the very things that made me overdose
Hey doc. Would drug use make someone not allow to have a baby ? Because we have been trying for 2 years she hasn't got pregnant
Well Mr sixx. It's not good to be doing such things if your trying for a child I would recommend if she wakes up and gets released get her in a recovery program as soon as possible Get her sober then try for a baby
This chapter was short. There is lot of drama coming up in the next chapter
