Everyone knew about Peter Parker but what if his story was different and he had a twin sister named Payton. After the avengers save them from hydra, Tony steps in and becomes the figure they both need at the time. He takes them under his wings and h...
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After the battle the family and I came back home. It's been a little while since Payton left. Is she going to come back to me? Do I have a chance to really show her I love her?
We were all sitting in the living room when the door swung open and Payton is making her way towards me like she is on a mission. She puts her hand on my chest and pushes me up against the wall and slams her lips against mine. Oh fuck I have missed those sweet lips. I couldn't help but let out a moan.
"You are mine cowboy" she says in my ear.
I couldn't help but let out a smirk "yes ma'am." I tell her. She looks into my eyes and places a hand on my cheek and strokes it lightly.
"We still need to actually talk about some things first okay? I still just need some time." She says.
I jus nod my head as she walks out. If only I know that would be the last time I talk to her for the rest of the week.
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It has been five days since I last saw or talked to Jasper. I got trapped inside my head again and did not know what to do. I kept crying because he hurt me so bad and I want to forgive him but it is so hard. I do not want my heart broken again. As I am sitting here on my couch I get a text from Rose.
Rosalie🌹: we need to talk. Am I allowed over?
Payton❄️: yeah, i will let dad know you are coming so he does not flip out.
After I sent the text to her I texted dad to tell him she was coming and he was fine with it. He knows I have been struggling still so he probably thinks I need some more encouragement.
Soon the doorbell rings and I get up and answer it. I see Rose standing there. "Hey come in." I say going over to the couch.
"Hey. I know it was last minute but do you have a little bit to talk?" She asked.
"Yeah totally. Got a lot of time on my hands."
Once we sit down it is silent for a few awkward moments. "Okay I will just come out and say it. Payton, you were and still are my best friend and you need to get your shit together and talk to Jasper. Drop this act of showing you have it all together. Jasper is a mess and I know you are too."
A few minutes passed and I dropped my illusion that I had around me. I had bags under my eyes, I was still in pain, and I have lost weight from not being able to eat.
"Oh Payton" Rose says as tears form in my eyes. "He really broke you didn't he?" She asks.
"Rose, it felt and still kind of feels like he ripped my heart out. I always struggled with accepting what I did in hydra. I finally fully opened my heart to someone and when I did it gets thrown back in my face with getting compared to his ex as the cherry on top of everything. I never stopped thinking about him. As much as I wanted and should have hated him I just couldn't. I love him so much Rose. But I am so scared of getting hurt again, always wondering if he is thinking about his ex, comparing me to her, or even wondering if he actually loves me. Before you all left I really thought we were in love. That stupid, crazy, goofy, teenage movie kind of love. But I was wrong. He did not even fight to stay, or even see if I wanted to go with him. He just left me." I tell her fully crying at this point.
"While we were gone, Jasper never talked to anyone. He barely hunted, he shut himself off, he broke down all the time just missing you. Him and I got into a fight because of how he was acting. He was the one that caused himself pain and I just lost it on him for what he did to you. But I can't keep watching him fall apart waiting for you to come back. I know he broke you but you two are meant to be together. And you keep pushing each other apart. Yes he hurt you but he wants to make it up to you. You are miserable without him. I know you miss him. So just drop it. Im not saying forgive him completely but that does not mean you cannot get back together while working on your relationship. Please I just cannot go another day listening to Jasper lay in his room. Dry sobbing and talking to himself about you."
After talking a little bit more she went home. I kept thinking about what we talked about. Maybe I should just forgive him. I miss him much. I go to bed that night still thinking about what I should do.
The next day I spent with the pack for a little bit. I hadn't seen them since the battle and I missed mom and dad. Leah and I have even gotten close too since she imprinted on Loki. She knew about our friendship and was not bothered by it. The pack decided to go to the beach so we spent all day cliff jumping, surfing, and playing soccer.
I was actually laughing a lot today which was a first. By the time me, Peter, and Embry got home, we went our separate ways. Peter and Embry went to bed because he had patrol in the morning. But me, I took a shower and then sat in bed looking at old photos I had of Jasper and I. I stayed up for hours reminiscing over our memories. The way he smiled, the way he laughed, how safe I felt in his arms, our intimate moments, and just simply calling him mine. I missed it all so much.
By the time I woke up it was around 9 am. I heard a knock on the door so I went over to answer it. As I opened the door I was shocked to see who it was standing there.
