Once we arrived to the house I quickly got off the car and sped walked to the front gate.
" Damn it I wish I didn't live with him....this is going to be so awkward.... " I said to myself almost yelling.
*I wonder if I were to bring it up he would tell me why he reacted like I did something so bad* I thought as I stood there rubbing my arms to get warm since it was getting late and usually it got cooler.
Jonghyun came slowly and didn't make any eye contact with me instead he just focused on the lock and the key as he "struggled" to open the door but for some reason I got the feeling he wanted to stay outside for a while.
After a few minutes he finally opened the gate.
I skipped to the door to do something to get my mind off the awkwardness.
When it was finally time for dinner Jonghyun called me to come down but this time he used a bell to get my attention.
" Hey little shit head " I said jokingly behind him as he cut up some carrots and stayed quiet.
He didn't say anything word for a while.
" Jonghyun? Are you okay? " I questioned the "man" still his back facing me.
" Hey " I poked his back very kid like, again he didn't say anything.
" Is it something I said? " I asked again.
" Just eat " he said very seriously.
" Oh...okay " I turned my head to the table.
I sat in the chair and began to eat my Dumpling soup.
He then came very close to me.
" Y-yes? " I said my eye's opened wide since I was very confused and scared.
He kissed my forehead, his lips were warm and soft they felt very comforting, for some odd reason.
I felt my blood immediately rush to my cheecks.
" I-... " I decided to stay quiet.
Then I felt something wet hit my cheeck it was warm as well.
I looked at the mirror that was in front of us.
His nose was pink and he had his eye's closed as his tears fell rolling from his cheecks and falling onto mine.
But for some reason I didn't mind...
" J-Jong- "
" KoAhn do you... what do you think of me? What am I to you? " he asked.
" Well my teacher of course " I said bluntly.
" A teacher....is that it....nothing else? " he said as I could hear his breath start to get unsteady.
" Well what other form should I see you in? " I asked him.
" You never....had different feelings for me? "
*What is he trying to get out of me* I thought confused.
