A-
After that night nothing felt any bright,
We ended up in a fight flabbergasted and confused,
filled with doubts of what felt unknown,
Neither of us saw it coming, indeed we were both amused;
Did we really lost ourselves? Did we really changed courses? Was there really a difference even among the ones who were yet so alike?
Was it really worth the fight?
Darkness took over there was no light,
Did what we had died that night?
Or was it dead all along but it reached a point where it could no more pretend to survive...
Cause I've seen and had all parts of you but yet I couldn't see the one which betrayed, me to a point I couldn't escape.
You got me in your grasp or maybe it was that third person? Who tricked us both and manipulated,
What did he or you achieved in the end? When you left me for him but while leaving you he never hesitated.
I can go on and on over and over again,
You might feel pity now but where were you when I was pain?
As now I know how to get over,
Your presence haunts me,
As now I can control myself to stay sober,
Why now do you want me?
Wasn't it all enough cause I won't be back
Is he gone now and there's a place you lack?
Or maybe an emptiness in your heart you wanna fulfil or maybe refill again
Which ain't my problem or concern no more
As even the ghost of you makes me go insane.
So be gone now or let me be
I see your greatness but so do I see the imperfections which you got over while being with me
So did you- used to see mine which you used against me and I just cried.
I want no part of you again but I'm glad you realised, that not everyone stays when you show all your sides,
But the ones who leave when you force them to,
Why would they ever return when they've got over you?
Or in his case used you enough.
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Or
Along the lines-
In between the dots,
I did some crimes-
I can neither forget nor will forgot;
All in one, one in all,
Thresholds longing for a fate foretold;
Longing, Drowning,
Sinking within the depth,
Roaring, pouring,
Raindrops falling to the edge;
Wake me up today,
Don't let me slip away,
I had to run away,
I don't want to stay,
Or be your slave,
Understated, originated, from within,
Cold my heart,
My soul won't start,
Pilgrim, a royal kin;
Over the shore,
I am no more,
Look up to my heart,
Tell me tales of why we are apart;
You're perfect,
Yeah no regret,
You're awesome,
Like a gun,
You Shot me dead and then my life begun.
Looping me whole,
Told me your scared doors,
Faded are my dreams,
Fading for you and me;
Moped the dirt out of me,
I'm stressed but ain't folding,
Part of alone yet not lonely,
Open you held the door,
Now I'm not knocking,
Slept with eyes open on the floor,
Day dreams became my only longing;
