TejRan Post BB15

Jaan

Teju- No i m fine now.

Kk- U r fine now cos of medicine. Go inside before u catch a cold.

Teju- But i m ok.

Kk- Tejuu just go inside.. Kabhi toh sun le kisiki.
He shouted.

Teju being the stubborn kid she is didnt comply.

Teju- Bola na i m fine. I want to be here.

Kk- U just never listen. Just never do. M just....

He started walking away..

Teju- Finish ur sentence karan. U r tired of me arent you ?

Kk didnt want to fight again cos he was holding in a lot of things. He knew woh fatega bahot zor se if he doesnt walk away now.

So kk walked into the hall room.

Teju followed him. She was restless. She knew she was somewhere instigating him but she still did. She wanted her doubts cleared.

Teju- So u r walking away from a conversation yet again. I m talking to u n u r just going away.

Teju- Agar aise hi behave karna tha toh why did u get me here ? So that u can make me feel unwanted..?

Teju- Kyu sunny?  Tired of me na already? Cant look at me anymore na. I need u the most now n u r walking awayy.. Like akways..

Kk- Walking away?? Did u just say that u needed me n i walked away?

Kk- Who planned this? Who thought that u needed space n privacy? Who is here with u?

He walked towards here. Eyes red with anger n his volume increased with each sentence.

Kk- How dare u? How fucking dare u accuse me of making me u feel unwanted. U accuse me of keeping my distance n not wanting to sleep with u.

Kk- WTF TEJU? WTF R U DOING?

his eyes welled up n he sat on the couch with his head in his hands looking down.

Kk- U told me u didn't wanna see or be with anyone. I begged u to come for this trip. I promised u i wont bother u hence i booked a place with seperate room. Just cos u can have ur ME TIME n figure out ur stuff.

Kk- FUCKING IT BREAKS MY HEART TO SEE U LIKE THIS. I COULDNT DO ANYTHING.
He shouted n tears rolled down.

Kk- Do u know how fucking hard it is for me to control myself from not touching u. Just cos i dont want u to feel that i m prioritising my needs over urs.

Kk- U think those pictures botheted me? Yes or no?

Teju didnt reply.

Kk- I want an answer. YES OR NO MS TEJASSWI PRAKASH.

teju- yes.

Kk- U r right. They did. A lot. But not the way u think.

Kk- I felt my weakest knowing how those pictures effected u. I was not able to do anything. Thats the most helpless i felt. The person who did that wouldnt be alive if i knew who it was.

Kk- Who the fuck do u think u r? Most importantly who m i to u?

Kk- U think m such a pathetic person who will leave u n not touch u cos of the pics. Is that how much u know me?

Kk- I had the hardest time controlling myself in the bath tub. U were at ur weakest n that wouldnt be appropriate so only i know how i controlled.

Kk- You wanna know the truth.

Kk- If it was upto me u wouldnt ever wear any clothes. We would be naked l the time. I would fuck ur brains out every second that we r alive. U r the most beautiful girl i have ever seen.

Kk- We have been together for months now but i still cant over how smoking hot u r. I can never get enough of u.

Kk- Sometimes i have to stop myself from touching u cos i m already so turned on by looking at u.

Kk- You r a goddess. N i m the lucky one who gets to serve u.

Kk- U r literally my JAAN. i cant live without u. I truly cannot. Sometimes when i dont see for few days i literally cant breathe. Its true
I want u around me all the time. I cant put it in words what u mean to me...

Kk- I try my best to make u feel special. To make u realise what u r to me but hearing what u Said i realise i failed miserably..

He broke down...

Teju walked over n sat besides him n hugged him.

Kk shrugged off her hands.

Kk- Dont. Just dont.

Kk- Who m i to u teju? Kaun hoon main? If this is what u think of me then why r u with me?