'It was a nice cool calm and collective day.. after I got suspended for ya know fighting females over you. I was in the park and a group of gang banging squirrels jumped me they said if I didn't give them my university blue ones they were gonna kill me... I refused and they attacked.ohhh Michael it was horrible" she spoke
'Ari'es I'm not playing" I smacked my lips
'I'm not either they were vicious I might have rabies" she shrugged her shoulders
'Ari'es"
'Michael"
'Ari'es"
'Michael"
'A- it was project wake up and choose suicide" Armon stood there
'Mmcht why would you say something" ari'es looked away
'I'm gonna go make sure skye is eating" my momma spoke
'Ion know who she is or who skye is but imma go check on ha" Armon followed
'You cutting yo self" I asked
'It's obvious Michael" she shook her head
'Why tho" I asked
'I don't have to tell you anything" she played with her fingers
'Ari'es what happened" I asked again
'I don't know I- I just I want to leave"
"Oh then that's all you had to say byeee see you later" I shrugged
She started crying
Fuck is she crying fo
'What you crying for" I a furrowed my eye brows
'Why am I crying? You just told me to leave" she cried
'You said you wanted ta leave fuck you want me to do about it get on my knees and beg you" I looked at here
'I wish it would've worked" she mumbled crying
'Wish what would've worked" I asked
'ME KILLING MYSLEF MICHAEL DAMN I WISH IT WOULD'VE WORKED JUST LEAVE LEAVE JUST LEAVE" she cried turning on her side
How in the hell was I supposed to know
'Ari'es" I sighed grabbing her arm
'Ouchhhhh Michael just leave" she sorta yelled
Sighing I got up leaving out the hospital room
I sat outside her room observing her every move.
ARI'ES DIOR
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I closed my eyes. And opened them. I thought this could be fake but it was real. Maybe I needed to go to rehab I didn't trust myself.
I know I said I didn't want to see him or anything but while he was in here he brought me comfort somewhat I felt safe while he was around me. The same way I felt while I'm in my room.
I looked at my arms and shook my head. Take me back.
'Hey how you doing" mr Webster walked in
'Good I just want to go home" I shrugged
'I can discharge you early if you want" he sat down
'Really" my eyes lit up
'Yeah" he laughed
'Lemme give you some advice tho. I want you to write down your feelings no matter what, you might cry during it but that's a way to cope with things. When you do put it in a box and take the things you used to cut yourself and through them out and when you write your feeling down take it to therapy With you
Read from your book. Read 4 pages front and back a session. And when you feel like you have nothing left to talk about you can leave. But never choose this rout again I've been working with you since you've been diagnosed with depression.
I want you to do that. Just do that and you'll be fine you don't have to talk to anyone if you don't want to. I seen you talking to him is that Mikey" he asked
'Yeah" I nodded
'Talk to him. You want ta talk to him stop hiding your true feelings for him express how he feel. Try to help him get on the same page and when he do go from there and make sure he doesn't think of you any other way and if he can't take you for who you are then tell him don't take you at all" he said
