listening to me

part 2

Today I had an alright day every thing was fine I got missing work done and I felt good because I got a good grade on my test.

So the day ends up being pretty cool I'm walking all around campus with my friends and ate some of my mom GREAT food

Then I go home I have a project I have to do yeah I got all the stuff I needed for it but hears the problem I have to record myself and I don't feel all that confident so I kinda avoid the issue (did I forget to mention it was due the next day at midnight)

The only issue is I got nervous and wanted to avoid the project and obviously that wasn't a good idea

So as I making my little draft cause I have to talk in it I ask my parent for help with a word to say in a different language. I ask what time I need to go to bed, and when I'm getting my phone back because I got it taken away.

Then they start talking about my assignment that I know I didn't finish and talk about how I'm immature & irresponsible. How I need to be a better role model for my siblings and everything I start having arguments in my head and walk away when I hear them stop talking but still say "there not finished talking".

I'm crying and everything because I told my counselor how I truly felt and regretting the decision doing so freaking out they are going to tell my parents.

I just need to find a way to tell my parents how I truly feel deep in side and not the scraping surface.