I still remember when we got kicked out of school
"You kids think your awfully smart don't you" we just sat there "you all are suspended for 2 weeks" "and you won't be playing basketball here again, that you can count on" swifty buds in
"You can kick me of the team" jim spits "why is that" swifty asks chewing his gum "cause I quit the team and this whole faggot ass scene that's why!!" Jim yells
"And in the next life I'm gonna have the paddle" he said to our teacher "get out" he screamed "neutron jess you coming mickey asked "Yea " I say neutron just stood there I gave him and hug "thanks neutron" then we left
I always think if those 3 kids If always wonder if there okay mickey gets out of jail next month. I heard its been 15,years since he accidentally killed that guy. And Pedro I think he's still on that shit cause I'll be walking to the store.
And I'll send someone that looks just like him that looks all dopped out. I sighed Ive been thinking lots lately about the past I remember all the pain I went through.
The pain of loosing my mom the pain of doing to much heroin the pain that ached my vains when I shot up to much. The pain of slowly killing myself and loosing my friends and going through withdrawals.
I feel that pain everyday it will always be apart of me I feel broken all the time. But part of me knows I gotta think of the good times.
