ADDICTION and OBSESSION||Sanzu Haruchiyo X Female Reader

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Nobody pov:

"Sanzu!"You shout "sanzu!"You shout again

Sanzu look at you and so Yoshin. Ran, Rindou and kakucho was not there they probably outside killing some cop. You point the knife in your stomach

"You can't take me... Fuck you!"You shout and raised the knife high planing to stab yourself

Sanzu was pause and shocked he can't even move and so Yoshin when they saw you stabbed by the knife you push it further and the blood inside you running to your mouth and so you cough a blood

You blood was dripping from your stomach. You look at Sanzu and smiled you found yourself laying in the floor and you feel cold and warm in the same time

You see sanzu crawling coming to you his hand was shaking and his eyes was so shocked he look anxious. When he finally approach you he hold you in his arm and you feel warm

"What did you"Sanzu said

He was so anxious His eyes was so wide and frozen to move and His not crying. You hold in his hand and smiled

"Idiot"you struggle to speak

With your shaking hand you move your hand to touch his face and a smile form in your face you don't know why but a tears fall in your eyes

"Be brave...e-even you already is"You said again

"You look like mom, haru"You whisper and so you close your eyes

Sanzu eyes was widen paralyzed as he hug the woman he love. Tears falling in his blue eyes to his cheeks he look like not aware of it.The tight hug he give to the cold body of the woman that holding by his arms that make him realized all

Sanzu was so stunned to speak. Sound from the police car and gun shot was gone in his ears he can't even hear his self. He just hugging her for the last time

"I...I love you"Sanzu whisper and kiss you softly....gently

Sanzu found himself was sitting in his bed inside of the jail He really regret all he did including what he did to you. He hoping that in another life you two can be together

Sanzu heard a gun shot but he didn't care and so Ran and kakucho open the door and see him

"Let's go man"Kakucho said

Sanzu chuckled

"You two take so long"Sanzu said and stand up

"If only you don't let the cops arrested you this won't happen"Kakucho pissed said

"Why did you let the cops arrest your anyway"Kakucho said

"I don't know"

The bonten get out in the jail successful. Sanzu feel regrets but don't want to spend his life in jail his not that stupid

The passed and month he still can't accept that you gone forever but he still in bonten and do his job. There's nothing he can do there's no reason to live but before he die he want his life to be exciting but he not that always in there hideout he always stay at his house in your room

Everyday sanzu look at your room expecting you are there especially when he so high because if his drug he sometimes see you or maybe his imagination

He took his phone and sit in your bed that he been laying in almost all day. He answered that call and so Mikey spoke

"Hello?"

"Hm?.."

"I told you Ran,Mikey can't comfort him"Koko said

"sup!"Ran said

"What?" Sanzu said

"Are you planning to die in your house,idiot?"ran calmly said

"Kinda..y/n died in here so-"

"It's almost 2 years ago y/n died sanzu better move on"Ran said

"I already"Sanzu said and swallow his pills

"We're just worried for sure cops will check your house you broke out in jail remember"Ran said

"Oh you mean this useless cops"Sanzu said and get out in your room and headed to the basement

When he arrived at the basement the three cops was wrapped by the rope and covered in blood sanzu took a picture of it and send to ran

"You see it?"Sanzu said

He make a video call and put it in the table and put some things in the back so it won't fall. The three cops and him was seeing in the call and so ran

Sanzu took a acid and so ran shocked when he make the one cop open his mouth and filled his mouth with the acid

Sanzu smiled when the cops start to cough and the acid dripping in his mouth sanzu close his mouth and make him look in his camera

"Swallow it"Sanzu said

"Woah man take it easy"Ran said

A minute later sanzu lost his smile when the guy didn't breath and so he look at the guy make them feel nervous. He took a pack of cocaine and took the tape in his mouth and filled his mouth with the cocaine sanzu put back the tape

"You can't take drugs?"he said

Sanzu pulled the tape away and so the guy puked that make sanzu feel disgust and he know that he gonna die so he let it puke

Sanzu look at the last cop

"Let's enjoy this"Sanzu said

An hours passes and sanzu was sitting in the chair looking at the three cops that he murdered. Ran still in the call

"Look I'm totally fine, I already moved on"Sanzu said

"I'll end this up I need to shower"Sanzu said

Ran was about to say something but sanzu turn it off. Sanzu sit in the chair again and cried

"Fuck this"he said and so laughed

......

Sanzu wake up and he still in the basement he put the corpse in the Sack and took a quick shower. He put the corpse behind his car and shut it

After a long trip sanzu stop the car in the lake he throw the corpse in there and get out in that place

Sanzu plan to go to your grave as you visit. He stop the car and took the rose that he buy last day it's almost die but he want to give it to your grave

Sanzu put the rose besides your name and touch it his tears are falling to your name make him realized he wipe his face and noticed there someone standing behind him he look back and saw the brother, Yoshin and Mio

"Sanzu..."Mio calmly said

"What? Wanna fight?"Sanzu said

"No,we don't want to fight in y/n grave" Yoshin said

"Respectful,huh....will I don't have time to this"

Sanzu walk away and so enter his car far in y/n grave he look the two brothers and saw Mio talking to your grave. Sanzu smiled

I'll find you in another life y/n wait for me, okay

A/N: should I right a bonus chapter in where you and sanzu meet in right time?