A Journey of Letting Go

I dreamt about you, again.

So, tonight I slept in my lounge room with my mom and my brother. My room and our house is being repaired, can't sleep in my room yet. I didn't think about him at all before I slept, I didn't care again, not at all. I was happy hanging out with my favorite cousin last evening.

But, out of nowhere, he showed up in my dreamt last night, again. I don't understand. But one thing that I understand when I woke up in the morning is, I still care. His face, his voice, his appearance in my dream, it still touches my feelings and my dumb heart still feels warm.

Except the fact that I don't understand why I dreamt about him again last night even though I didn't feel like missing him at all, one thing I know for sure:

I still love him.

Feb 27th, 2022.