I saw you the first day I stepped into school. I sat right behind you when I didn't even know a single person. I didn't even think I would get to know you as a person at the time. I just thought man that kid is cute but I'm sure I'll never get to know him. Then I found out you're the guy my friend had told me about. We had a class together in the morning. One time I saw your bag open and I decided to close it to be nice. You turned around and looked at me like what the hell is this girl doing? After that I thought you were annoying. I was just being nice. But we didn't really know each other like that so I could see how it would be weird.
Then we had another class together. You and your friend started talking to me and eventually the more classes that went on the more we talked. I remember you were struggling with your ex girlfriend. You were trying to get together and you would brag about how you got a girl. I saw you as conceited at the time. Like it's not a big deal. You two are probably going to be toxic anyways. I was a hypocrite for that thought. Time passed and you guys broke up.
I remember you asking me for my number just in case you needed help "remembering homework". It was so funny that that was your excuse to get my number. We started talking and figuring out so many things we had in common. You started to become my best friend and we started to fall for each other. There was only one problem. I had my own sort of relationship going on and you started talking to your ex again.
We continued to flirt and talk about how we wanted to kiss each other. You would grab my hand and caress it. You would put your hand to my face like you were going to kiss me. You would tease me. I wanted that I wanted all of it. But I also wanted what I had started to build in my upcoming relationship. You would ask me multiple times. "What are you? Are you guys even dating? Why not make it official?" We would always encourage each other to be with someone else even though we knew what we felt for one another. It always felt like right love but wrong timing. Eventually I did end up in a relationship. So did you.
