Unhinged || H.S - Harry Styles

3

Nadine Horan

Let's talk about yesterday. I felt my heart was about to run away from my chest. I know Harry did that because he was full of adrenaline and nothing else. I'm not reading too much into it. Niall entered while we were hugging and our lips almost collided. We tore our bodies apart when we heard his annoying voice. The whole ride back was silent and Niall asked if something was wrong.

Is something wrong? that's the real question, I wished I knew.

Harry still has not received an answer from Interscope records but he is grateful that he even got to perform for them. Many people even asked for a picture with him. I always knew he would make it if it's not with this record label it's with another one and I just know it, I feel it in my bones and I hope I will be right by his side to see his success.

He was made to be on a stage, that's his real home.

I'm laying in my bed looking up at my white ceiling while my head is going in circles, replaying that hug over and over. The way his hands caressed my lower back, the way his perfume was hitting my nose, how I could hear his heart beating faster and faster with every touch like mine was. If I could describe the perfect hug to someone it would be the one I shared with Harry.

I really need to get my feelings in check, if Niall figures out that I am crushing hard on his best friend, I won't hear the end of it, he needs harry more than I want a relationship or fucking something with him. I would never forgive myself if he loses him because of me, he already lost enough with our mom leaving us. My mom's anniversary of her leaving is coming up next week, right up with our birthday, we turn 19. I still can't believe our mom left us on our birthday. Who does that?.

"Hey, babe" I hear Bella say as she jumps in bed laying right next to me "Is the ceiling interesting?"

"I guess" I murmured under my breath

She hits me with her shoulder "Harry?"

I nodded

I already told her everything about yesterday, when I got home I ran upstairs, turned the shower just as a backup so no one could hear the call. My brother has dog ears, he hears everything. After making sure everything was locked, I faced timed her and told her everything to the last detail.

"He obviously likes you," she said while flipping to her side to look at me

"You are extremely delusional," I said and flipped to face her

"Babe you can see it from a mile away, I think even Niall knows."

I scoffed "Oh please if he knew, I would be staying with you! He is extremely clear about me dating his best friend. I remember once he thought I had a crush on Harry and begged me to make the feelings go away and that I couldn't date him because something always happens and people leave him. He is afraid that Harry would leave him if we ever dated and broke up, I don't blame him. I wouldn't like it if you dated Niall like I wouldn't prohibit as he does but you get what I mean." I take a deep breath "I would not allow Lia to date him though and I'm not giving you the green light also" I said, we looked at each other and started laughing

"What's so funny," Niall says while standing at my door

"Don't you knock?" I said while still laughing and sitting up on my bed

"You left your door open asshead, your laughs were getting in the way of my game, can I know the joke?" He stands there, persistent to know. One thing of many things that annoy me about Niall is that he is very curious and wants to know everything

"Oh nothing," I said signaling with my hands to go away

"Tell me"

"No"