to boyfriend,
we'll break up one day.
i know it.
i dont know when,
or why,
but i know we'll break up one day.
im a horrible girlfriend.
the thoughts i think are thoughts im not suppose to think.
im so ashamed.
i feel like crying.
im crying.
im sorry.
im sorry for not appreciating the things you do for me.
im sorry for the horrible thoughts i think.
im sorry for for being a horrible girlfriend,
my love.
i currently love you.
but i know that love will start wilt and die,
like the flower i gave you today.
its started to wilt,
and it will soon die.
just like our love.
im so sorry my love.
i love you.
, february 14, 2022
