Dear Friend ✨sapnap x reader✨

~2~

A few days later you started packing up your things. You didn't have much to take with you as the house you are leaving is small. While packing up, you found Panpas, a panda plush toy which was given to you by Nick. You smiled to yourself and put him in your backpack.

When you were done with everything, you went out for a late walk. Probably the last walk in this park. It was a dark and cold night but you didn't mind. You inhaled the damp cool air and headed to the park.

Your airpods played 'losing face' by Wilbur Soot. Your slow steps left wet marks on the dry parts of the pavement. You hummed the song to yourself thinking about your life.

You aproached the water fountain in the middle of the park and sat on the stone edge. You touched the water with your fingertips. It was freezing cold. Your hand was now shaking so you shoved it in your pocket. It warmed up a bit. You looked down at the water. You saw your reflection wiggling with the water circles forming from the drops falling down like rain. You stood up and walked down an alley.

Heading back home, your airpods were playing 'cancer' by my chemical romance. Listining to the lyrics you sang a line out loud.

"cause the hardest part of this, is leaving you"

Clouds were starting to form above you, but you didn't care. You didn't want to leave him. You didn't want to leave your best friend, Sapnap. Tears started to form in your eyes.

You arrived at your house for the last time. You went to your bedroom with your airpods still in your ears. Now you were listening to 'if we have eachother' by Alec Benjamin. It was too much. You burst into tears. It was probably the last time you sat on the side of your bed. You decided to text Sapnap and tell him about Ohio.

Sapinapi.                                            You

Umm Nick...

What do you want its 1 am

Rude
Anyways
I lied

What about?

Well umm my parents
They live in Ohio

They what?

I know I should've told you that but I didn't want to make you sad
And now I fell bad

...

Nick

I'm pissed off
So we won't even see eachother irl again?

Well not really
We could see eachother on holidays or you know ocasionally

💔

Dont be mad
Im sorry

I forgive you but its nearly 2 am and you' re still awake

Omg
I need sleep
Sorry

I know
Wait are you taking an airplane to Ohio tomorrow?

No
Im driving my car

Ok then i'll drive

What

Ill drive.

Umm but how do you get back
And what is wrong with you why do you want to DRIVE me to my parents
I can do it myself

Ill take a flight back

No

Yes
What time is good for you

What? Umm well like 3 pm maybe?

Ok ill be at your place at 2 pm

You dont have to

But I want to

You're an amazing person Nick

I know
Now sleep

Ok
Goodnight

Goodnight
*read 02:12*

A/N

Its 4 am and i haven't slept today

umm

Just a few more tiktoks

I love you

Drink lots of water

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