A Dream of Tomorrow's Yesterday

PROLOGUE

"It's been a year"

"Thank you Zachary, for everything"

Those days and nights we have. It was full of happiness that turned out to be one of the most painful.

Ang hirap mong kalimutan. Ang hirap mong pakawalan.

Ayan ang mga huling sinabi ko sakanya. I did that for some reason. For me to save myself from pain. For me to accept the fact that there was no love for us.

Us. Hindi naman naging tayo.

Niloloko ko lang sarili ko, sinasaktan ko lang sarili ko para sa taong hindi naman pala sigurado saakin noong una palang. He's really different from others.

We are so close to each other tonight with our friends. Ang galing ng puso kong dedmahin ka, na para bang hindi natin sinaktan ang isa't isa. Na para bang wala tayong pinagsamahang dalawa.

Does breaking our hearts made us who we are now?

Seeing you again taught me that we could look at each other presence and not feel the connection between us we had back then.

Pero mali ako.

The more you're near, the more I am putting myself in danger.

Parang gugustuhin kong masaktan nang paulit-ulit kaysa mapunta sa iba.

Pero mas pinili ko talagang hindi ka lapitan... mas pinili kong itago nalang nararamdaman ko sa 'yo, since I know you're talking to someone else na.

You're talking to someone else while I'm here... still moving on from our past.

Is that how you treat love?

How unfair.

You're with someone. I hate the idea of that. Ilang tao pa ba malalaman ko na kinakausap mo? Paulit-ulit ko nalang binibingi at binubulag sarili ko sa mga naririnig at nalalaman ko.

Selos ba mararamdaman ko o dismaya?

Pero hindi ko maiwasang sulyapan ka... thinking that what if we worked things out before? Kung ano-ano pumapasok sa utak ko ngayon. Hindi ko na alam kung ano pang mararamdaman ko pagdating sa 'yo.

Siguro nga.

I think that it's better if we keep our distance.

For my peace and for your peace.

"Thank you for the memories Diana."

Memories of what? The trust you told me that I broke?

Pagsasabi ba ng totoo ay kasinungalingan na para sa 'yo?

I was careful the whole night. I am always careful when it comes to you...

Seeing you again, nothing really changed.

Hindi ko na kaya maging parte ng buhay mo.

Hindi na.

Ayoko na.

: p.