(This chapter contains Self harm and sexual assault..)
-no one answers and I see the doors unlocked, I love scaring Zero so I open the door and go in. I walk around till I find his room and I open the door fast.. But what I see... Shocks me..-
-a pair of black wings..? And.. They are.. Attached to Zero?! How.. What?!-
"Zero?!"
-he jumps at the sound of my voice, he turns quickly-
"J..jay!"
-I stand there staring at him for a second-
"What-?! When did you get wings?!"
-he swallows hard-
"U...uhm.."
-I turn and leave.. I'm confused.. And stressed... I don't know if I can go back! My head is filled with thoughts-
'Why hasn't he told me?! Does he not trust me?! Is he some weird experiment?! Has he had them since we were kids?!'
-I run to my car and get in starting it, I can't stay here.. I dont know what to do so I just go back to my apartment. I get out of my car and race to my apartment with my bag, I struggle to open the door but get it unlocked, I throw my bag and keys on the couch and run to my room-
-I slam the door and sit down on my bed. For some reason tears fill my eyes.. Maybe because I just left? Or I feel.. Lied too?-
-I lay down in my bed and pull my pillow close to my chest and start crying-
'What's this feeling..? W..whats going on..?'
-I pull my phone out of my pocket and start playing my Spotify playlist (Spotify sponsor me! Lmao-) music has always cheered me up... I lay there in my thoughts for what seems like hours.. I finally get up and go to the kitchen, I need to eat.. But I don't really feel like it..-
-I search for something to eat and just settle for cereal, hey. I live alone. No one can tell me what I can and can't eat for dinner. I sit down at my island and eat while scrolling through tiktok-
-a few hours later I get up and walk to my bed, I face plant into bed and fall asleep in less than 5 minutes-
•Zero•
-I jump as I hear Jay behind me-
"Zero?!"
-I swear my heart stops for a second-
-I turn around-
"J..jay!"
-he stands and stare at me for a second-
-maybe it's because I'm still in a towel or because of my wings..-
"What-?! When did you get wings?!"
-I swallow hard-
"U..uhm.."
-he runs out of my room before I can finish my sentence-
-I can't help but tear up..-
"F..fuck.."
(Self harm now)
-I sit down. I look at my bedside table and open it.. There's my pocket knife... I don't think twice and pick it up.. I cry as the blade meets my wrist and I push it down-
-10 minutes later I throw the blade across the room and it slides on the floor till it meets the wall and stops-
-I lay down and hug my pillow tightly shoving my face in the pillow crying hard-
-the next day-
-I groan as I wake up-
-my wrists and head ache..-
-I stand up and see the knife across the room-
'W..what did I do...'
-I tear up but go to my closest and get dressed-
•Jay•
-I wake up and go to my bathroom and sigh-
-I wash my face and go to my closest getting dressed, im not feeling good so I just put on a hoodie and sweat pants..-
-I walk to my living room and grab my backpack and phone and get my keys-
-I drive to school and walk to my class-
(There is sexual assault here)
"Look who's finally here. You're late. Take a seat."
-I hear quiet snickering as I walk to my seat in the back, I don't talk at all and as im leaving someone grabs my waist..-
'Oh no..'
-my teacher turns me around and touches me somewhere I don't wanna be touched..-
"S..sir I need to go.."
-my heart skips I beat when he starts taking off his shirt..-
-I push him away and run out of the classroom in tears..-
-I run into a tall boy.. With white hair.. Zero..-
•Zero•
-I walk out of the class I was student teaching when someone runs into me.. Jay..? Is.. He crying..?-
-I turn red with anger when I see his teacher running after him..-
-I push him behind me as his teacher stops a few inches away from me-
"I need Jay."
"May I ask why?"
"No."
-the teacher reaches for Jays hand but I grab his wrist-
"You better run or I'll have you fired, and then it won't be a problem if I hurt you."
-the teacher huffs and walks off-
-I look at Jay and hug him tightly-
-he hugs me back and I pick him up, he clings to him and cries into my chest-
-I take him to my car and drive him to my house-
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•|~The winged man~|•
RomanceHave you ever thought you'd meet someone with wings? Yeah, that's what Jay thought, but one Winter night that all changed... (Contains 18+ moments, gay, strong language, drug addiction, and self harm.. If you're not okay with this please leave)
