𝐒𝐄𝐂𝐑𝐄𝐓 • 𝘫𝘰𝘩𝘯𝘯𝘺 𝘴𝘶𝘩

「 twenty five 」

Soon the older male eventually halted his movements to glance over his sister eye to eye; puffy eyes glistening with such sadness and frown, feeling the overwhelming guilt in his system severely. "Hey Jena, you alright?" he asked, worried. The older watches the trembling hands of the younger and sighs, biting the insides of his cheek whilst he tries to get her to snap out from hysteria. "I'm so sorry, I'm so stupid, fuck, I'm sorry Jen, shit let's get you out of here." He said in between stutters, eyes looking away to avoid tearing up, gritting his teeth at the foolish act he did and decided to not mess with his sister for the day.

"How did I even went here in the first place?" Jena asks within her conscious, bewildered and lost.

Abstracted was an understatement for Jena's case, too blank out to realize anything that happened and is lost of thought; brain foggy and light headed to process information. She couldn't comprehend how she saw the tenth floor fighting for their lives as Taeyong nags at them, an interesting view to see Jungwoo defend himself from the hilarious feud, yet uncomfortable to be at their dorms as she was out of place and knew that it was against dormitory rules to bring guests at the dorms making her agitated at the thought.

Soon after that, she was helped by Yuta who saw the discomfort on her face whilst most of the boys were busy justifying their actions against the scolding leader, the japanese smoothly went on his way off the feud without anyone noticing, swiftly assisting Jena out of the tenth floor to visit the lower floor to be able to see Donghyuck since those two haven't seen each other for a long time.

And there she was, sitting along the floor among the other members in front of her and was extremely silent while listening to the olders. The remnants of fear still evident through her system, feeling as if something was blocking her lungs to breathe in oxygen and was trying her best to look calm under pressure. She was glad that Hyuck was around and have told him bits of the hysteria and agitation she's feeling, The Lee being quick witted to connect the dots and understand the incoherent phrases she's giving, assuring her she'll be safe with him and ask Mark to help as well since Doyoung wasn't around.

Being frank, Jena initially wanted to leave but for some reasons her body was rock solid to even move; unable to even think straight against the foggy clouds clogging her mind, not in the best shape to hang out or be out in public and not to mention how anxious she is on ditching her brother, suddenly forgetting how to turn down and reject Johnny after what happened. She hopes she can get out from the dorms without vocally asking for it, trying to detox her vague thinking to generate a plan to get out there, asap.

From the palpitations she attained earlier seem to fade down for her to be at ease, now free to exchange comments and discuss with the boys from time to time, finally smiling without any force or to fake pretend for long. As the fear slowly leaves her soul, she snoops onto her phone to check the number of her manager, a small frown uttered as she recalls she's busy with the schedule Jia and Hany have, hesitating to admit her concern. She inhales sharply and drops a short message to send a reply after the schedule before placing her phone back in her pocket. She took the time to roam her eyes around the dormitory, finding it refreshing and cozy, already knowing why the lower floor is neater than the upper floor.