K: are you angry at me
A: no
The fact that Arnav didn't see her while answering told that he was angry but he didn't want to express it
K: I'm really sorry baba
A: I'm not angry why are you saying sorry
K: I can see from your face that you are diasapointed in me
A: I didn't say anything like that
K: I can see in your face, I didn't mean to fall and hurt myself or hurt Ria...it was an accident
A: why are you giving me an explanation... I didn't ask for one
K: then why are upset?
A: I'm just tired Kushi....I have a lot on mind
K: ok go ahead and have your own time
After that kushi went to bed without saying anything
Arnav was actually shocked at Kushi's outburst...she is a crazy one but she isn't too crazy to fight over silly things
He thought speaking something might create more trouble so he hoped she would be better after her sleep
He was trying to work but half his attention was on Kushi...she was tossing and turning on the bed. She always finds it hard to sleep without Arnav so he decided to join her
Arnav sat on the other side of the bed and tried to take the blanket to cover himself without waking her, when he noticed the bruises on her elbow due to the fall
There were traces of ointment on it which all went off due to her rolling on the bed
He then carefully took the medications and applied on her elbow and knee and secured them. He lowered himself and kissed on her head and covered her in the blanket.
Few hours laters it was midnight when kushi woke upto something uncomfortable
She is a good sleeper who doesn't even get up until morning
She opened her eyes to see that her head was on aranav's chest. He was embracing her even in deep sleep. She had grabbed his t shirts collar on one hand and her leg was all over arnav like he was a pillow
Within seconds she felt that there was a burning sensation in her stomach and chest. She blamed the food she ate and tried to get up carefully not waking Arnav up as he was a light sleeper, not like her
She rest her back to the bed and was trying to take deep breaths which normally helps
After 5 minutes of deep breaths she was not better but it was still worse..she started to feel suffocated too
She didn't know what to do...only few hours before she lashed out at aranav and she was regretting it now... what if he gets angry at me
She thought she will get better in some time so decided not to wake aranav up
She was looking at Aranav who was sleeping like a baby....
Kushi's thoughts:
he has done everything for me....even today he was diassapointed but didn't even utter a word...I must be a terrible wife...what if something happened today to the baby ? How would I face him?.... If I was in his place I would have been so diassapointed? Will I be a good mom?
Tears staring brimming in her eyes and her vision got blurred
When the tears rolled down from her eyes she saw a pair of worried eyes looking at her
Arnav's POV
I opened my eyes to some movement around me...my initial instinct was to check at kushi...she was sitting on bed with her head towards her lap
I sat up to see her face up close..she was crying!!!!!
I pulled her in my embrace and tried to calm her down
No one's pov:
A: kushi calm down...what happened baby? Are you all right?
Kushi hugged him tightly and started crying non stop
K: aranav...arn...
She was trying to say something but she couldn't say words between sobs
A: calm down baby..no need to say anything first calm down ok
He was rubbing her back to soothe her...he just uttered calm down again and again until her breathing became normal
K: it's a little suffocating here
A: let's move to balcony and have some fresh air ok??
With that Arnav picked her up and they both sat in the balcony
They both sat in the recliner and Arnav backhugged her and coverd both of them in a blanket
A: are you feeling better?
K: yes
A: were you crying because you were not feeling good?
K: it was also a reason
A: then can you tell me what was the other reason?
K: I don't want to speak about that now
A: no problem, tell me when you are ok ... but whatever it is don't let it pull you down ok?
K: ok
She turned around to look at aranv, stared at him for a few seconds then gave a peck on his cheeks and then laid her head rest on his shoulders
K: I think I'm not feeling good because I ate too much...I think it's acidity
A: I'll go and fetch the medicines
She soon ate the medicines and tried to sleep again in his embrace
Arnav slowly rubbed her neck and chest to releive her uneasiness and soon she fell sleep.
She took her to bed carefully and both slept.
(To be continued...)
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