They've started to notice
Are you ok?
No. I'm shattering.
the pieces of me are scattered.
I can't find them
Is there anything left to find?
Im fine.
The lie rips from my throat.
I try to yell, to scream to call for help
I can't. I won't.
Im fine
Are you ok?
No. My thoughts chased sleep away
Im worthless
Im evil
I mess up
Over and over
They're incessant
They're relentless
They're truth
I'm fine
The smile slashes across my face
It hurts
Please it hurts
The smile grows wider, shoves a laugh out
My throat closes, it can't, it won't let anything out.
I run to my eyes, I beg for them to notice
Ask me again
This isn't me can't you see?
Why won't you help?
Please don't go
They're gone
They always leave
My throat laughs, my eyes stare after them
Come back they yell
My teeth gnash, they don't want you they scream
Worthless
Evil
Mistake
Over and over I'm locked inside
I can't get out
I won't let me out
Because I'm fine
Im smiling, not shattering.
Can't you see my smile
It's so big
Big enough to hide the girl inside
Big enough to keep her In there.
She's fine.
Im fine.
