-Eyes For You- (ron wealsey x reader)

-20-

A/N: hi guys!! im gonna be updating when i feel like lol, so enjoy! ill try to make this chapter a little longer! I hope you liked the last chapter, i love writing dreams and almost poem like stuff, so expect more of that. anyways happy reading, and drink some water <3

~current day: october 18th, wednesday, time: 7:30pm~

was he frozen in the doorway?

he stood in front of me, and didn't say a word

suddenly he leans in and places his lips on me

i was so shocked, but no upset

yet.

ill let him get his hormones out, then i'll yell and him for being a complete ass.

i kiss him back, i let his tongue make its way into mouth, then pull away and push myself off of him

i step back immediately

"WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR DEAL WEALSEY?!"

my reaction startles him for a moment, before his expression goes blank

so i continue

"YOU GET PISSED AT ME FOR SOMETHING THAT I COULDN'T EVEN CONTROL, DON'T TALK TO ME FOR DAYS, THEN COME UP TO MY DORM AND KISS ME? NO THAT IS NOT HOW IT WORKS".

"y/n please calm down-"

"calm down? CALM DOWN?! OH FUCK OFF RON"

"Y/N PLEASE- just give me a chance to explain"

"you've had DAYS to explain and APOLOGIZE. yet you haven't. care to explain?"

ron closes the door behind and walks just a little bit closer to me.

"i was stupid okay? i. was. stupid. i shouldn't have got mad at you, it wasn't your fault. im so sorry, i thought i blew my chance with you. again."

i was gonna stop him, but he had a pleading look on his face, like he was going to say something he might regret. then his mouth opens

well here goes nothing.

"i just feel like theres some force or something out there that doesn't want us together..wh"

oh. 

not what i was expecting

tears start to form in my eyes

dont show weakness

Narcissa's words rang through my head

i blink them away, trying to keep a mad/annoyed look on my face

"whenever we try to make things work, something always happens..."

then he stops

"what does that mean ron?" 

im so annoyed, what the fuck is going on in his head?

i walk closer to him, leaving a few feet between us

"i-i don't know, i just want to be with you so badly, its killing me. Its eating me alive, i couldn't stand the fact that you were mad at me, it made me arrogant and upset, so that's why i'm here, i just need you in my life, but i don't think romantically"

WHAT-

"ron i can't. i can't pretend that whatever we have going on between us isn't there."

"there is no "thing". not anymore"

he starts to leave

i've had enough of his bullshit.

"WHY DO I HAVE TO ALWAYS HAVE TO BEG YOU TO STAY. EVERY SINGLE TIME WE HAVE A SERIOUS CONVERSATIN IM BEGGING YOU TO STAY. RON IM SICK OF BEGGING FOR YOU. YOU CLEARLY HAVE FEELINGS FOR ME AND I DO TOO, SO PLEASE, FOR THE LAST TIME, stay..."