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"ugghhh what man" i picked up my phone
"why u still sleep nigga" scoot asked
"wassup with my bestie u heard from her?" scoot asked
"she won't pick up and i know she's home her car is there" i said
"nigga what that mean what is sum happened" scoot panicked
"chill she good Nuni said she need to be left alone around this time" i sais
"for why" he asked
"not sure, i even tried going over there she won't even answer the door" i sais
"ik bout to go break in that bitch i need to know if my bestie good" scoot sais
"don't break in her shut iah beat yo ass" i sais
"fuck u" he said i hung up
$ $ $ Beauti Jae
i was getting calls back to back but i has no energy to answer. Tomorrow was the day my parents died and i just wanted to be alone.
i'm not gonna lie i hadn't eaten in day i've lost a ton of weight and i pretty much look sick. i didn't wanna be seen or helped. i simply wanted to die i missed my family and how it used to be i was young but i couldn't for her the memories i had with my family. the holidays and birthday and even the sad moments like funerals when my dad would make us smile again.
Dooter❤️: please answer me mama i just wanna hear your voice and then i'll fal back
soon enough seconds later he called i sighed and answered
"hi baby" he said softly putting his face in the camera
"hi Dooter" i said my voice cracked a bit
"how are u?" he asked.
"i'm fine"
"have u eaten, so u need anything?" he asked
"no i don't need anything" i mumbled
"okay but answer the other question" he said
"yes papa i ate" i lied
"can i come see u" he asked
"no!" i sais quickly
"please stink i just wanna see if your okay" he said
"i am i'm fine" i lied
"Beauti you don't think i know your lying?" he asked i said nothing back
"can u promise me one thing" he said with hope in his eyes
"please promise me you'll open the door when i come by" he said
"please ma" he said
"okay Tremani"
"promise me Beauti" he begged
"i promise Doot" i said lowly
he hung up i just rolled over getting out of bed, i went to get dressed in something baggy then i went and sat on the couch so it wouldn't take so much energy to get to the door
about 15 minutes later i heard knocking
i sucked in a huge breath before going to the door. when he saw my face his face softened as i moved out his way to come inside
"give me a hug" he said i walked into his arms when he pulled away he looked at me as if he was studying something
"go change your clothes" he told me
"no" i shook my head
"Now Beauti i wasn't asking" he said in a soft tone
i sighed and did as he told but instead of going back downstairs i laid on my bed covering my body with my blanket
"Stink u done?" he knocked at the door but i didn't provide him with a answer
soon enough he opened the door peaking his head in first before stepping in closing the door behind him
"can u stand up for me ma ma" he said standing at the edge of my bed
i slowly stood to my feet and my eyes wondered everywhere but to his
"look at me stink" he said i lowly looked at me
"why u not eating?" he asked with a very concerned look on his face
"i did" i mumbled
"beauti can u just stop lying to me in tryna help u baby i can't help y if you won't tell me the truth" he begged
"i'm sorry" i said lowly
"so tell me what's up i'm not gone judge you or nothing you can trust me Stink" he told me
"i can't eat" i mumbled
"why not?" he asked i shrugged
"you do know talk to me i swear i'm listening" he swore
"i don't want to i don't have a appetite if i do try something's gonna throw up" i admitted
"well let me help u" he looked at me some with some hope in his eyes
"i don't want help" i said honestly
"come on" he said grabbing my hand
$ $ $ Tre
"could i get a 4 piece nugget happy meal"i asked
"that would be 3.29 at the first window" the women sais
"thank u" i said pulling up handing her a 5 telling her keep the change
after i pulled up to the next window i turned the music down a lil but more
"ouuu u cute lemme get yo number" the girl smiled in my face
don't get me wrong she was pretty but i'm good
"you good gimme my food please" i said
"when u gimme yo number" she said
"u not getting my ducking number dawg gimme my food" i said
"man yo broke ass" she grabbed the door
"bit g u work at mcdonald's the fuck outta here" i waved her off looking to make sure everything was there
"and yo bitch ugly" she laughed
"iah shoot u in a fucking face get the fuck on wit cho duck ass" i sped off
"weird ass bitches man" i mumbled
as we stopped at a light i took out the very small fry they gave us
"hmmm eat these" i handed them to her
"papa i can't eat all this" she whined
"just try you don't gotta eat it all" i said she nodded as i rested my hand on her now small thigh
"dada can u stay with me?" she asked u glanced over at her
"yes stink" i nodded
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it was like she was getting more emotional by the hour.
at one point she was just chilling on her phone and just busted out crying
"Beauti what's wrong what happened" i pulled her to me letting her cry in my chest
"u can't help u if you don't tell me wasaup baby" i said
"my momma" she cried " i miss my dad" she said and then it clicked
"oh shit okay i'm sorry stink" i kissed her forehead
she basically cried herself to sleep as i tried my best to comfort her
