It was a dark night, light snow hitting my window. I was vibing to "heat waves" when I heard a slight tap on the window. I looked over and saw nothing so minding my own business. There was another tap so I went over and checked there. I saw him standing on the ground throwing acorns at my window to get my attention. I quietly crept down stairs to meet him out there. I stood on my porch while he walked around. We talked for a while even though he had hurt me the first 5 times and I was mad at him. It actually felt like he meant it. It started to snow heavier and get cold so he said he should start going home. I grabbed his hand as he turned away and then I started to turn around and he grabbed my waist and pulled me into a long passionate kiss. I lightly pulled away and looked into his big brown eyes. I asked if he wanted to come in and he said sure. It was a vibe, the mood lighting and the music made everything. I was wearing a pair of boxer underwear and a crop-top. I slowly climbed up into my bed. We watched a movie and cuddled for a bit. The movie ended but I wasn't ready for him to leave yet so I went into a long kiss climbing into his lap. Self consciously I was scared I was going to hurt him with my big thighs but he said he was fine. I passionately made out with him for a few minutes with heat waves on reply in the background. I slowly slipped off my top and his eyes widened. He was so sweet he kept making sure I was okay with this. I could tell it was his first time he seemed scared but also kind like he didn't want to force me into something I didn't want to do. I slipped off my boxers. I was officially exposed to him but I didn't feel nervous or terrible about it. He slowly slipped into me. It felt a little uncomfortable but I slowly got used to it. He seemed to be enjoying it and so was I. I liked it a lot he thrusted into me with full passion and love. This is everything I hoped and dreamed for it felt like it could last forever. We finished and we got back dressed but he didn't leave. We cuddled again aftercare is always important. I fell asleep but so did the good thing it was Sunday but I would have to sneak him out early. When we woke up I decided I would walk him home and even get breakfast. We stopped at dunkin when we were in line he kept staring at me. I asked him what was up and he told me I'm so in love with you I'd love you to be my girlfriend and I agreed. But then it ended just as quick as it started, but really it was just a dream. I stupid dream about a stupid boy who would never date me.
