𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐑𝐀𝐋𝐃 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐂𝐇 ───── ᵇᵘᶜᵏʸ ᵇᵃʳⁿᵉˢ

³⁹ - 𝐋𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐍𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐓𝐚𝐥𝐤𝐬

"Holy shit" you say looking at Google

"You guys can spend the night. There is only three rooms so i'm guessing the couple is going to share" Sharon says to you and Bucky

"Nah, i was thinking of staying with Sam tonight" you say jokingly as Bucky gives you a look "I'm kidding, of course" you tell him

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After getting changed you walk into the bedroom that Sharon said you and Bucky can stay in to see Bucky sitting on the edge of the bed.

"Hey" you say to him

"Hey" he says quietly not looking up

"Are you okay? After tonight" you ask moving closer to the bed

"I'm fine" Bucky says getting into bed and laying on his side and you walk over to the side of the bed he's in

"Bucky, you gotta talk to me" you say kneeling down in front of him

"Please, (y/n), i just want to go to sleep" he tells you making you sigh

"Okay, goodnight" you say getting up and walking over to the other side of the bed

You move the blanket getting into bed next to Bucky. You then lean over and kiss the back of Bucky's head softly.

"I love you" you say to him but get nothing back

You lay down in the bed and roll over to your side pulling the blanket up to your neck. You then feel the bed move behind you and Bucky wraps his arm around your waist pulling you closer to him so your back is against his chest.

"I love you too" Bucky says into your neck "And i'm sorry, it's nothing on you, it's just-"

"I know" you cut Bucky off and rolling over so you are facing him "I just want you to talk to me so you don't keep it all bottled up"

"I never thought i would be back to what i was doing before" Bucky tells you

"But you're not, we are trying to stop people and sadly this is a part of it. And i hate it, i hate seeing you like that, because it isn't you, it isn't the Bucky i fell in love with. The Bucky i fell in love with is kind, caring, funny, he loves the watch friends with me, he can cook very well, gets me flowers and he is extremely handsome" you tell him with a smile as you run your fingers over his cheek

"I know, i'm just scared that somehow the words are still in my head and that something will trigger them and i'll hurt you. I don't want to hurt you, you are the only person i have left in this world and if you are gone i have no idea what i would do" Bucky tells you

"Don't worry, i'm very hard to get rid of, i'm not going anywhere. And you are never going to be the Winter Soldier again" you say as Bucky has both his arms wrapped around your waist

"I hope you're right" Bucky says to you

"I always am" you say smiling getting a smile from him "Do you ever think about having a family?" you ask him

"Where is this coming from?" he asks you

"I was just thinking about it, the future and us having a family, i'm always thinking about it" you tell him and he doesn't says anything "I mean, if you don't think about it, forget it"