All the moments would replay over and over as my brain generated them into movie scenes. If I didn't treat my life as a movie, then it would be so futile and boring. Being delusional kept me up every morning and night, and I'm grateful for it. I like to think of it more so as a skill I've acquired. Either way, I'm okay with living in a dream world.
I have everything I could want, but still this world will never compare to the one of my imagination.
