for once i am left with the feelings of a dream so vivid it's faded
but i can't enjoy it with the worlds
because i might slip into the one where i'm only full of thoughts
thoughts
they're from everywhere; and all directions. running at me too fast to dodge so i've gotten hit,
hit with the thoughts of laughter i've only dreamt about and ones where you're in someone else's body
it twists and turns like i said
and i wonder when it will start working
when i will be filled with one person
i think it might be someone but im scared of being disappointed
scared of it being one sided and dreamt into insanity
