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Hey guys this is my first post so dont hate it.also im going to use real places.

Also none of this is true

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"Have you ever had a crush on your best friends boyfriend or girlfriend? Well i have,it started on a cold winters day at school. Im waiting on one of my friends to get to my house so we can go to school (mills middle school).when we get to school we haed to our table when my bestest friend that i've known gets the purfect guy for her and i I'm so happy for her but when i hear who it is I'm worried. Is my feelings for him going to spoil our friendship?,no i wont let that happen ill just hide my feeling,ya thats what ill do uh hu,i sighed."😖

"Hay emily did you hear ? I found my speical some one !,halie said"😍

" Ya im so happy for you!,i lied"😣

"do think you approve of him unlike chad?,"😌

"ya, i think i do approve you guys are a cute cupple!that time it wasn't a lie, they were cute together before i had a crush on the same guy.😔

"but i do hope we can be friends like you and me halie😊i put on a fake smile for her sake but i dont know how long this will last she and i had never had a crush on the same guy before ever ! The other guys she dated were 4out of 10 at best but she thought they were cute, but her relationships ended one after the other but this is her first long lasting relationship, and i had to support her i had to.😔

"each day i wait to hear about how thier doing , cause it would be cruel to ruin such a relationship between two people and i just hope their happy and ill just for get about it and besides he chose her , not me so i just need to get over it . But still , i sit next to the very guy i speak to my self about that will never happen because ,of the fact that i lost yet another battle of love.😒but im getting over it little by little besides , i promised to be friends and that ill do. Even if it doesn't look like it .ill just act mean and laugh at his jokes ya that will have to do anything more then they will know of my feelings and i dont want that.

Ok guys i got bord with this if you want me to continue please tell and leave tips.