321 BREAK NA TAYO!

FORGETTING THE DEAL

"At talagang sasabihan mo pa akong---"

"Shhhh...Listen to me first."

Isang buntong hininga lang ang pinakawalan ko tanda ng pagsang ayon ko.

"There's no point in hiding Diabz. 54948... Mahal kita Diablerie Mean Esguerra."

Fuck!

"Did you just fucking confess to me?"hindi ako makapaniwalang tanong ko sakanya nang makaharap ko siya.

"Yeah. I said I love you Diabz."

Tangina! Mahal niya ako!

"Rude, you know this can't be. Alam mong --------"

"Diabz please. Don't dump me."nagmamakaawang sabi ni Rude.

Fuck! How can I dump a man whom I love in the first place?

"You love me? Pero nakita ko kayo ni Jea kanina. I saw you and Jea hugging each other."

"Diabz listen.It's part of the plan. Humingi talaga ako ng tulong sakanya para mag confess sayo and it happened na yun ang nakita mo. But believe me. We just had a closure to clear things out. Para makapagsimula na tayo."

"Pero Rude hindi tama to."

"Yeah. Hindi ito ta dahil nag umpisa tayo sa isang laro. That's why I wanna end this now and start a real relationship together."

Wait. Is he really serious? Hindi pa niya ako ganoon kalubos na kilala.

"It's been only a week Rude. Tapos mahal mo na ako agad?"

"Bakit? Nasa tagal ba ng pinagsamahan ito para masabi ko at masigurado ko na mahal kita? Diabz ngayon lang ako sumugal ulit! Wag mo naman sana akong saktan ng ganito."

"Hindi sa ayaw kitang saktan Rude. Pero alam mo kasi ayaw kong pumasok tayo sa isang relasyon na hindi pa natin lubos na kilala ang isa't isa."

"Putangina naman Diabz eh! Ito nalang! Sa loob ba ng isang linggo, wala ka bang naramdaman kahit kaunti para sa akin?"

Hindi ako kaagad nakapagsalita sa tanong niya. Hindi nakaligtas sa mga mata ko ang pagbagsak ng luha ni Rude.

"Kahit kaunti lang Diabz?"ulit ni Rude.

Napapikit ako nang marinig ko ulit siyang magsalita.

"I hate myself.I hate myself right now because of what I'm feeling too."

"What do you mean?"

"Oo na.Panalo ka na. I started the dare but I was first one who fall that's why I lose."

"Wait, what? Are you saying that our feeling is mutual?"

"Hay ang slow! Oo na! Mahal din kitang gago ka!"

Automatic na nagliwanag na muli ang mukha ni Rude at hinawakan ako.

"So it's not just me who fall huh. But it's okay because we fall for each other."nakangiting sabi niya.

"Ang corny mo!"

"I don't fucking care!"at mabilis niya akong niyakap.

Ilang minuto pa kami na nasa ganoong posisyon nang magsimula ng tumugtog ng isang kanta ang banda na kanina pa pala naka set up.

"I love you."

"I love you more Rude."

Akmang hahalikan na sana ako ni Rude nang biglang nagsilabasan na ang mga kaibigan namin.

"Hooooo! Congratulations mga tol!"

"Waaaaaah! Ang dramatic ng scenes!"

"Ang corny pero sige na nga. Para sayo Diabz."

Yaaaah! Is it real? May boyfriend na ako!

"Hey are you okay? You seem so stiff."biglang sabi ni Rude sa akin.

"I just can't still believe that we're really together now."

Napangiti si Rude at saka niya ako hinalikan sa noo.

"I never regret falling because I have love you. I don't fucking care if they tease me with my downfall for you as long as you're mine."

"I never regretted it too."

"Just promise me one thing."

"Ano yun?"

"This time, No lies, no doubts. Just trust me and everything will be okay."

"I trust you."

As for now, I wanna only enjoy this moment that really makes me happy. Even if after this, he will really hate me so much.

It doesn't matter if he will not be mine forever. What matters with me is that somehow, he became mine once in my entire life.