Neighbours

Chapter 104 ~ Its Never the Answer

Amelie: Hi bae, how are you?

Dixie: Im something

Blake: Continue Noah, i want to hear what she did

Noah: As i was saying, Males and females we in two seperate cars and Charli and Dix were sitting in the back of the females car. Charli wanted to have siblings time with Dixie during the car ride, which is understandable but Dixie refused and said that she wanted to sleep which im sure you know, is also very understandable, right?

Blake: Yes it it. When you werent here, Dixie was a wreck and could barely even sleep. There were a few nights that Amelie spent over there with her because she wasnt doing well, at all

Noah: I didnt know that part but when i called Dixie, in the car and Charli asked Dixie why she dont tell Noah that she wants to sleep now, thats where everything escalated from

Amelie: Just because Dixie wanted to sleep when she was with Charli but not sleep when she was speaking to you, her boyfriend that she didnt see for that entire time, Charli started a drama?

Noah: But thats not it, listen to the rest. She called Dixie a brat and Dixie said that she knows that she is a brat. When Mrs. D'Amelio was trying to stop the fight, Dix said that she can say whatever she wants because she takes care of herself

Blake: She does and i can side her up with that

Noah: Something Riley told her and Dix said that nothing she ever does is enough for anyone and she isnt enough so i guess now you can figure that Dix has a messed up mental health again

Amelie: Bae, tell me that you have a healthy mental state

Dixie: I do

Noah: Dont lie to her Dix

Blake: So how are you going to help her get over this?

Noah: Giving her compliments, makes her doubt herself more. Asking her to speak to a councilor, is wasting your time. Giving her time isnt the best thing to do so i really dont know

Dixie: Do you want to know what will make me feel better?

Noah: Yes

Dixie: Dont interupt ne while im speaking ok?

Noah: Ok

Dixie: I will feel better if you get someone who doesnt stress you out, who love you more than i do and who is capable of working and doing all the house chores even while pregnant. I want to die now so no one will have to deal with me and stress about me and everyone, including me will be happy but i want to give birth to bean first and then die

At this point, i had tears running down my cheeks as if it was going a race

Noah: Baby, dont ever say that again. I only want you and no one else. You do everything for me that i expect off you. I dont want or expect you to work or do house chores, i will do it for us. If you die, bean will have to grow up motherless and i will be single forever. Nobody will be happy.  Im very sure that i will end up in depression if you take your life and bean might as well because i wont fully be there for bean

Blake: I know you are stronger than this Dixie. Suicide is never the answer so think again and again and again before you plan to kill yourself

Amelie: If you kill yourself, everyone will be sad. I wont have my bestfriend and sister with me. I wont get to see my sister from another mother raise her baby into a caring human being.

Dixie: You all are just saying that and i know it

Noah: Dix-

Blake: Let me speak first. Dixie, if you want to kill yourself, go ahead. But you wont be able to rest in peace when you see the pain and grief you caused everyone. Noah wont be happy and knowing Noah, he will kill himself just to be with you. Didnt he already tell you that? Your baby will have to live with the guilt that her mother took her life right after giving birth to your baby.  Your mom and Bryce will never be able to forgive themselves nor Charli. What about us, your friends? It will hurt us so fucking much if you take your life. Your soon to be in-laws, they love you so very much and it will break them if you take your life and hurt them even more when they see Noahs condition and how he has been left to be a single parent. And Bella.......you know how much she adores you so will you break a 2year olds heart? Will you break her parents heart when they have to tell her what happened to you and watch her cry? Im leaving you with those things to think about. Stay right where you are, on Noahs chest, since he needs to feel and see you now and think about everything that i just said and then think if suicide is actually the answer but im telling you this again; Suicide is never the answer!

And he hung up. I placed my phone on the bed, wiped my tears then placed my arms around Dixie and kissed her forehead. Blake told Dixie only true points so all i can do is hope that she believes it

Word Count: 1615words

Im sorry for being gone for so long. I had things going on and needed a break