I screamed in my pillow and sat on the gurney with my legs crossed as I waited for Jess to come back.
"Hey Alice, I brought your popcorn and I wanted to ask you what happened with Tyler, since you couldn't tell me earlier because you started to cry."
I sighed and motioned for her to sit next to me and tell her the secret that nobody knows, not even my parents.
Jess sat next to me and made me sit in front of her so she could brush and braid my hair.
"So what happened was ..... Tyler and I were hanging out at this party he through at his house when his parents were gone and we were dancing, and he was introducing me to everybody there. Everybody was drinking but I wasn't and I got really scared because Tyler was drinking. Everybody at that party was underage and they were drinking like there was no tomorrow. Soon Tyler got really wasted but his breath smelled like toothpaste and his demeanor was like he wasn't even drinking at all, anyway he kissed me on my forehead and said he'd be back in a couple of minutes as I watched him leave with some girl. Tyler was gone for 10 minutes and I started to get worried so I went to go in his room hopping I could find him there, and I did but he was with the girl I saw him leave with. They were both completely naked and he was... they were having sex. My jaw dropped and I started to cry. He heard me and he ran over to me naked and I screamed at him to get away from me and to not touch me. Then everybody heard and they rushed in taking photos and videos as they cheered Tyler on to have sex with the girl, and he did. I left the room and ran. I didn't know where I was going I just needed to be far away from him. I heard the police coming so I ran down the street as I heard the party get broken up and when I looked back I watched Tyler look at me with glossy eyes as he was being pushed into a police car and I knew he wanted my forgiveness but I just couldn't forgive him, especially after that just happened."
"Alice you didn't have to tell me.."
"No it's fine I mean it feels good to get it out of my system."
"Okay well I'm sorry but my shift is over Alice I will see you tomorrow."
I nodded my head and she left with her heels clicking on the floor. Then I heard a knock, and it was Tyler. His eyes weren't glossy anymore and he looked hot, like really fucking hot.
"Hey I'm here to stay the night with you because your parents said they had something to do."
"Ok I'm glad to see you again."
"Me too Alice."
He started walking over to me and my stomach tied in knots knowing what I was about to do. As he was walking I got up and we met in the middle. I then pulled up his shirt.
"Alice what are you doing?" Tyler whispered shocked.
I didn't respond but instead I kissed him, wanting him so badly I took his shirt off revealing his very toned body.
"Alice are you sure you want to do this?" He said almost choking on his words.
"Yes I want you Tyler, I've always loved you and I never knew I still loved you until you stood in front of me in my high school hallway."
He nodded and he kissed me holding my head and he took off gym shirt revealing my sports bra which probably wasn't the best choice of bra right now.
He laid me on the bed and I took off his pants playfully revealing him in just his underwear, crazy to think that once his underwear come off I will be losing my v card. He then took off my pants revealing my black lacy underwear.
I then unhooked my bra and he pulled of his then my underwear. we were both naked and then it happened. I lost my virginity to my best friend in the whole wide world, the person I grew up with but I was in love with. Us this really what love is? I've always hated people that said the word love but I've never truly knew what love is myself.
Once we were done I had to pee so I did and I took a shower and put on the extra clothes I had in my bag to wear to school which was some shorts, a bra, a pair of underwear, and the flannel shirt I wore around my waist. I like how I found the best bra I have with matching underwear after we just had sex.
