Neighbours

Chapter 102 ~ Back Pain

Noah: Is this what you wanted or more?

Dixie: No, no more please. Im tired

Noah: I know you are bubba but we should clean up and go outside by everyone

Dixie: Nooo, im comfortable

Noah: You still have my dick in you, its obviuous that you are comfortable but come on

Dixie: Fine but when bean is born, after my 6 weeks is up, i want you to tie me up and use me like im your slut. I miss our rough sex and i know what im asking you to do, we never did before but i want it ok?

Noah: That will be fun

Dixie got off of me and we both got up. I took a peice of toilet paper and wipped Dixies vagina then took another peice and wiped my dick. When we were both dressed, we picked up our phones and walked back over to everyone. They were all still sitting in a straight line, in the order; Marc, Tim, Amy, Heidi, Charli, Chase, Ty, Tatum, Riley and Bryce

Noah: Sit down baby

Dixie: Can i sit between your legs again?

How can i say no to her? I know that she gets a sense of relaxation between my legs and even though, my back will hurt much more, i will allow her to sit between my legs

Noah: Of course baby

I sat down and she sat between my legs in the same position that we were in, at the picnic

Bryce: Dude, i thought that was the reason why you bac-

Noah: Dont finish that Bryce

Charli: I will finish it for Bryce then. That is the reason wh-

Noah: Charli, dont get me started with you. You keep doing and saying things that hurt Dixie. She is your pregnant sister for the love of Gods sake. Treat her better!

Dixie: Reason for what bub?

Noah: Nothing

I kissed her head then looked at the ocean, until my mom started talking

Amy: You guys were gone for like 45 minutes, what were you doing?

Noah: Talking. We didnt have any time for ourselves today so we went oneside to get some alone time

Heidi: Since its already 6:48pm, what time should we leave? Its getting pretty late

Tim: Whenever anyone is ready to go, tell us and we will all leave

And again, Dixie went silent but she wasnt sleeping. Everyone was talking among them selves and i was involved every now and then but Dixie didnt even utter a single sound

Dixies Pov:

I know that Noah is worrying about me right now because he keeps kissing my head, every few minutes. I dont want this for Noah. I dont want for him to keep worrying about me and the only way for that not to happen is if i break his heart and leave but i cant do that. I wont only break myself, but also him. I closed my eyes as different thoughts of guilt, anger and hatred, about myself, kept going through my mind. How do i stop those thoughts? How do i make myself feel needed instead of being a burden on others? How do i stop being such a brat? Is it possible for me to stop being so clingy to Noah and annoying him? How long would i continue being such an ass for?

Noah: Baby, are you ready to go home?

This is what i mean. Every decision that Noah makes, he always asks me first. I dont want him to think that im controlling him or holding him down in life. I want him to know that i love him and want him to do whatever he wants and what makes him happy

Noah: Dix?

Dixie: Huh? Uh-yeah. I think that i want to be in my bed

I got up from Noah, making everyone eyes, including Noahs, land on me

Tim: Everything ok between you and Noah, Dixie?

Dixie: Yes

Heidi: So why did you get up so quickly?

Dixie: Im tired of sitting on the ground and im excited to go home

Everyone got up but i noticed that when Noah got up, he bent his back and rest both his hands on it. Why is he hiding his pain from me? Did i cause this pain on him? Does he hate me now since there is a chance that i caused him pain?

Dixie: Can i squeeze your back for you, when you go in the car, before we leave?

Noah: My back is fine Dix, i was just stretching

God, i fucking hate myself. All i do is cause people pain

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