Chapter 2

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My first few days at Hillerska were fine. The classes were okay but it's still school so not too great. And no-one talked to me. That's not new for me because that's how it always is. I'm invisible to almost everybody. Every now and then there's one person who notices me and dares to talk to me like Katie did. But I didn't mind. At least I didn't have to be fake nice to everyone so that was great!

Besides I don't even have time for friends or anything relaxing. I need to study more than I have ever studied. I need to show my parents I'm capable of something. I can't fail again. And the worst is that I fail when I'm actually trying. I study so much and still manage to fuck most my tests up or only get a just acceptable grade. I don't want that anymore. But I'm not sure if I can even do more. I kinda just wanna not try anymore. I'll most definitely fail too then but that is less bad, because I didn't even try so I can still convince myself that if I would've tried I would've nailed it.

But well I do wanna stay at Hillerska. I don't wanna switch schools again. My parents don't think about how it feels for me to switch schools over and over again. Not like they'd sympathize if they did know but still. But oh well. I guess I'll just have to keep trying so I can stay at Hillerska.

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When all the classes are done there always is this studygroup thing that you can go to. It's basically a group of people who are just studying individually, but in the same classroom. You can also work together or ask people stuff that you don't understand. That's the pro of going to the studygroup. I haven't gone to the studygroup yet, because well you know; people. But today I've decided that I should just go. I mean what's the worst that could happen.

So I went to the classroom where today's studygroup was. I already saw quite a few people getting ready to study, but luckily there was one more empty table in the back. So obviously I went to that table in the back. That way I could still be in the studygroup, but sit on my own. And that way I also wasn't forced to socialize. But then something I didn't expect happened. Someone sat down at the same table as me. I was so surprised that I didn't notice I was staring at them with my mouth wide open in amazement.

"You do know that you're staring at me right" they said laughing. I immediately turned my face away and could feel myself blushing so hard. "Oh I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to stare. I was just- It's just-" but they interrupted me and said "It's cool. Don't worry about it. What's your name?" I finally had the guts to look back at them and said "Y/n". They said "Nice to meet you y/n. I'm....

TO BE CONTINUED!

A/N: I'm sorry y'all. I know my chapters are quite short, but I end my chapters when it feels right no matter the length so maybe my chapters will become longer I'm not sure. But if it bothers you let me know. Then I can try to keep that in mind while writing

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