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Well, i'm pretty certain this whole birthday present shows you just how much you mean to me buttt just in case you didn't already know i'm gonna tell you :)

As you know, it's hard for me to tell people how i feel and having that feeling of being vulnerable with someone is so so scary to me because of things that have happened to me in the past, i want to be vulnerable with you because i feel safe when i'm with you, you listen to what i have to say and most of all you always try your best to help me even when i think there couldn't possibly be any way to help me, you always manage to find a way and i'm beyond thankful for that.

You always manage to make me laugh, even the stupidest things or the most random off-topic things that you say make me laugh. You could literally tell me the most unfunny dad joke in history and i'd probably still laugh, not because the joke is funny, but because you were the one that said it. Who knew that you telling me that you're gonna shit yourself could be so funny, if it was anyone else i'd more than likely be like '....gross' but for some odd reason, i appreciate you keeping me updated on when you need to poop, or when you're already pooping. Very valued information right there. I love how you draw little hearts on the glass in the shower and send them to me, you send me pictures of flowers and Dora of course my favourite doggie.

I feel like i don't tell you often enough just how much you mean to me and im sorry for that so prepare yourself for me to tell you pretty much every 5 minutes how much i appreciate and love you. Buttt heyyy you get awesome gifts from me! i wouldn't do this for anyone else because this was honestly a pain in the ass figuring out how to do something like this, especially because it's online. I wish i could give you other gifts irl but until then get ready to read a lotttt of writing because i could go on and on about literally anything and everything so prepare yourself for that.