Neighbours

Chapter 100 ~ Center of Attention

Dixie leaned back onto my chest and we got back into the same position that we was in, except her eyes are still open

Dixie: Can i go home? It will stop everything from getting ruined

Noah: Nothing is ruined or getting ruined bub. Its all in your thoughts

Ty: If you sleep now then later we will let you have Noah all to yourself

Dixie: Hey, thats not even a threat. I was going to have him all to myself even if you didnt say that

Noah: Go off queen

Dixie: Im tired

Noah: I know baby, take a nap

Dixie: Night night

Noah: You are so fucking cute

I kissed Dixies head and within seconds, snores were heard from her again. Loving Dixie is easy but taking care of her when her mental health isnt the best........it isnt easy but i will always stay with her and love her even when she is insecure about everything

Tim: Should we go for a drive before going home after? We can go to the beach and relax a little

Chase: Sounds perfect

Riley: Im up for a drive to the beach

Bryce: We should have broight swim suits but yeah

Ty: Im down to go

Charli: Its been a while since we last been to the beach so im excited

Tatum: Same Char

Heidi: Noah?

Noah: I got to wait for Dix to wake up so i can ask her. I dont want to go and have her home all alone if sbe doesnt want to go

Heidi: But do you want to go?

Noah: Yes. I love the evening breeze by the beach but that doesnt mean that i will let Dixie be home alone for that

Marc: You need to learn to do things that you also like and not what Dixie likes or wants to do

Noah: Thats what you did all along to her. Im not like you to put my wants above hers and do what i like and not what she likes or wants to do!

Marc: That is not what i said Noah. What i said is that at times, you should do what you want to do instead of what she wants to do. You are spoiling her

Noah: Maybe i am, but she deserves it

Chase: Calm down man. Whatever feud the both of you have, it shouldnt be discussed in public and while she is sleeping on you

Noah: You are right

Amy: Dixie is a lucky girl and you are a lucky boy. Both of you are lucky to have eachother that care for and love eachother

Rylie: How long we everyone dating their respective partners?

Chase: Charli and i were dating for about 7 months now

Tatum: Ty and i were dating for over 7 years

Bryce: Since Riley asked the question, i will answer for her. We have been dating for a little over 3 years

Rylie: Tatum and Ty have been dating longer than all the couples here, excluding the parents

Chase: Noah didnt answer. I want to know how long this couple has been dating because they are literally couple goals

Noah: 1 month and 2½ weeks

Chase: Wait what? How is she pregbant with your baby then?

Noah: Before we started dating, we used to act like a couple for months then we dated for five months and broke up. We got into the same dorm and shared a room for four-five months and she didnt talk to me at all for those months then we slowly became back friends. Again, we acted like a couple until i asked her to be my girlfriend again in December

Chase: This is why i admire them. They found their way back to each other

Everyone kept talking and i just sat in silence, holding Dixies belly as she is seating between my legs, still asleep. Im afraid right now. Would Dixie go back to self harming now? Would she stop because she is pregnant and continue after pregnancy or would she stop completely? Everytime Dixies mental health goes bad, she doesnt only believe her thoughts. She judges and hates things about herself and body and that is what hurts me the most. She has such a beautiful personality and is literaly gorgeous, however, she doesnt believe me whenever i tell her. I cant even begin to express how fucking disappointed and pissed, i am at with Charli. I cant leave Dixie alone while she has bad mental health because if she does anything to herself, i will  blame myself for leaving her alone. I removed one of my hand from her stomach and placed it behind me, on the floor, to hold us up because my back is starting to really hurt

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