Neighbours

Chapter 99 ~ Ruin

Noah: You need to let others help take care of you and understand that its ok to get angry for random things during pregnancy. When bean is born, they wont be able to take care of you much longer because you will oficially be your own caretaker but i will always be there to help you. Your emotions will act up even more when you give birth but after a while, it will go away so just let everything flow as it is

Dixie: I really hate myself Noah

Noah: No, no you dont. Dont ever say anything like that again

He pulled away from the hug and kissed my forehead then held one of my hand as he turned us to face everyone

Heidi: You hate yourself?

Dixie: This is one of the reasons why. Now you are going to stress yourself because of me

My mom walked up to me, hugged me then held my hand as Noah let go off the other hand

Heidi: I know that you are a sensible young lady and wont harm yourself, while pregnant or ever again so im not going to worry about you

Dixie: I want Amelie

Noah: Baby, Amelie is probably with Blake today

Dixie: Then i want to go home

Noah stood infront of me and put both his hands on my cheeks as we looked into each others eyes

Noah: You are my perfect princess and i know that you will stay here and spend time with everyone, right?

How can i refuse him? He never refuses me

Dixie: Yes

Noah gave me a peck on the lip then we all sat in a cirlce, around the food on the mat. The order that we sat in was Noah, me, Tatum, Ty, Bryce, Riley, Mrs. Beck, Mr. Beck, marc, my mom, Charli and then Chase, who is sitting on the other side of Noah. Everyone took food into a styrotex plates. They had bread, peanut butter, crix, canned sausage, boiled eggs, lettuce, cucumber, grilled chicken and fried chicken. Noah took bread and fried chicken and gave me boiled eggs, grilled chicken and cucumber

Amy: Shall we say a prayers before we eat since we always do this whenever we are together?

Heidi: Yes. Any volunteers?

Noah leaned over to me and whispered in my ear

Noah: Baby, i know that your mental health isnt it right now, but if you feel like you are able to and want to say the prayers then give me a kiss on the cheek so i can tell everyone that you are saying it, if not then dont, ok?

Noah sat back up and i didnt kiss him. Whats the sense in saying a prayers on everyones behalf if you cant have faith in yourself, you know what i mean? He realised that i didnt want to say the prayers because he kissed my cheek then looked at everyone, whom is all still silent

Noah: I will say it since no one is willing to

Everyone clasp their hands and closed their eyes as Noah said the prayer, then when he was done, we all opened our eyes

Noah: Eat now baby, im sure bean is hungry since we didnt get to eat this morning

Amy: You didnt eat this morning? Why?

Noah: We were going to buy breakfast and eat it in the car

We all started eating but i didnt eat out my food. I took one bite of the cucumber, ate half an egg and one small peice of chicken then put my plate down and leaned onto Noahs shoulder while he eat

Noah: You done eat mamaz?

Dixie: Mhm

Noah: I didnt put plenty food for you. I only put 1 egg, 3 small peices of chicken and 4 slices of cucumber for you so i think that you should eat it out

Dixie: I dont want any more, im full

Taum: Dix, dont take our your fraustration on your baby. You should give your baby food to eat

Dixie: Baby, i want a peice of your bread

Noah: Dry bread?

Dixie: Mhm

Noah gave me a slice of bread but i just broke a peice from him and gave the rest back to him. I sat back up and ate the peice of bread that i took from Noah

Noah: You want more?

Dixie: No

Noah: Do you want me to feed you it?

Dixie: No, my belly is full

Riley: Do you guys know what i just realised?

Bryce: No

Ty: What?

Riley: Out of all of us, Dixie is the most gorgeous female and is in the top 10 gorgeous females in the world, according to me

Noah: I already know that but she IS the most gorgeous person ever

Dixie: Bread

Noah: Take the whole slice of bread, bub

Dixie: Nooo

He broke a peice of his bread and gave it to me. I dont want to take his entire slice of bread even though he has 2 more slices because i know that he wouldnt have taken it if he didnt want it. I was never a big fan of bread and he knows that, hence he didnt put any for me

Noah: When you are done eating that peice, and if you dont want anymore bread, there is a small pack of milk in the cooler behind Bryce for you so he will give you it whenever you want it

Dixie: Ok, now eat your food so your tummy will be full

Noah: Ok boss

Noah and i shared a kiss then he, along with everyone else, continued eating

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