Weakness

Day 1 & 2: Foreshadowed death

god, another gloomy day in this rat hole..

While craving for food I look at what he prepared for me.

It looks the same as usual, some potatoes with chicken and beans.

"come on dear, eat your food! or would you rather have me feed you? huehue"

How fishy it may seem, I have to eat..

after being finished his face gives a nasty grin.

"Amy, let's go for a walk shall we?"

As he unlocks my chains I'm urging to step in,

step in and take my chance to get out!

The moment he removes my chains I try to hit him with a quick jab

What?! it missed?

"ho there, that almost hit me! hahaha!"

My mind went black..

Day 2

flashing cameras enlightening my sight.

There appears to be a lot of people on stage with me

"where am I?"

I look to the first floor

as I look, I see my passed away father.

he came...

suddenly, this little girl came out of nowhere

she seemed very lively, like a little sister

"look, my father was over there, but he already left" I said.

while smiling towards me the girl touched my forehead.

"!!!"

I see images from a castle

A meteor crashing the castle to the ground.

within the castle, I see a skeleton hand drawing a circle around a baby

"!!!"

as I came out of the flashback I saw the girl in front of me

she is pulling parts out of the ground..

"what the... I'm in my house?!"

laying in my bed I see the little girl changing into death,

still pulling parts out of the ground from my bed.

while pushing my legs aside from his side he continued.

Until there was a scythe print in the bed.

as startled as I was I tried to move away from him.. from death

bit by bit he came closer..

with tremendous force I tried to move away from him

it costed so much strength..

fortunately I got free from the bed, ran away from my room, went downstairs to the front door

to see a TV in front of me.

the monitor is showing a dark corner.

as I realized I couldn't escape, I had no other choice than talking with death

at least to settle things out.

while I came to this conclusion, I noticed he was talking from the moment I came downstairs.

"F*ck! I am missing important information!"

I ran upstairs as quick as possible

only to witness his parting words

"fine, I will give you 1 more chance."

after chanting something he vanished, leaving his black cloak behind.

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Identity

My ambitions sealed

while holding life on a thin wire

deep, deep beneath my desires

seeking change, but my prayers remain unanswered

worthless I am, soaked in darkness

will there ever be a new me?

mentally imprisoned by fate

what is on my mind is only hate

grief is my middle name,

for I have lived this way

scattered dreams remain broken

my future.. remains blank

everlasting doubt

Trembling in anxiety

the path I have hoped to follow

will it ever be opened?