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*this story is dedicated to you who already lvl 10 friendship the one and only, kaeya alberich.^^* TW: SLUR, SUICID3, SCAMMER*

"I did not date to marry you. We fell in love one night and it stayed like that for some time. I mean, you didn't expect us to last forever, did you." -vlvsun

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Kaeya seems quite the busy lately and you missed him so much, so much that it's often leave you void feelings deep inside your heart. You sit on the corner side of your and his bed, just waiting till he's return home so you can tell what you've been thinking since a while now.

'TICK-TICK-TICK'

The sounds of the clock ticking filling the empty house loudly from inside the family room downstairs, several hour had passed and all you do is just walking around the bed-windows-bed-windows repeatedly, it'a already so late and almost dawn but no sign of Kaeya was seen lurking around, not even the tip of his nose. Sleepless night has passed, more and more that you didn't even know how many time was it already, you've lost count already.

it's tiring, so tiring that you wanna end it once for all.

(Another One day and night, Kaeya where are you?) You murmur his wherebout, feeling tired and sleepy but your mind telling you to wait for him. Darkcircle, the bleeding tip of your finger, and more to see from you is too much too inform.

"--Ahahah!! Sure Lumine! I would love to join your teapot house and stay there again tomorrow! ---Hmm? me? Ofc, tomorrow and the day next im always free, even this house was actually quite the empty fyi. I live alone after all." Kaeya seems to spoke to someone infront of your's house door. It took some times but finally he enter the house looking so fresh as if the 1st time you ever meet him before. Without any wait, he went straight to bedroom and change all his clothes to pajamas, not even asking how have you been or any.

"K-Kaeya? Can i have some of your time please? it's an-- important thing to said..." You open the topic 1st.

"Can we just do it tomorrow babe? I'm kinda tired right now." he cut you off without looking back at you, not even a glance.

"... Kaeya" you look down to your ruined fingers.
"What do you think of this relationship?" You ask as you sit on the bed backing him, Kaeya turn around just to glance at you for a sec and also sit on the side of the bed, "Are you really love me since the 1st place? B'cuz i never heard you said that, you love me back..."

Kaeya sigh and scrub his unitchy head, harshly while he make you looking at him with full of worried.

"isn't that obvious?" he finally looking at you after while. "I just said that i like you 1 year ago, you just 1 of many night stand of mine, nothing special. You are the one who invite me here and think that we were, special babe."

The words pierce you harder than a swords could stab you, you widen your eyes out of shock, you can't believe or catch what you've been listen to just now.

"Just think about this baby, Do i ever buy you a drink, even though just a glass of cheapest wine? Never do i? It's always been you alone since the begining, so don't think we were more than it okay."

you stunned, everythings felt like collapsing, you hope, dream, worried for him, everything. Just to found out that all this years was just 'you' and 'you' alone raising and loving an ungrateful bastard, you felt so sick that you want to puke everytime you see his innocent cold face.

"Get the Fuq out Of my house this instant you bastard, and never ever show your face to me ever again!"

He just scoffed while getting up and pack all his things who's not even that much since the beginning, you cant cry nor get angry, your emotion felt mixed that you just want to dissapear.

"aight, as you wish i'll out babe."

"..."

"oh btw, that look of your's, that ugly looking black eyes. Is very disgusting to look at, like a granny."

"GET OUT, OR ILL TELL KOF ALL YOU DID."

"... No fun till end, huh? Boring slut."

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'A Slut' You reminisce his last words and all you 2 have been done together for a year.

"Oh Archon, why do i always fell to all mistake you create everytime? What did i even do wrong to you?" you walk to outside of your house, try to find any solution to end all of it. But as you thought, in the end you got no other option but approaching the top of the Cathedral, your one and only last destination. "But i'm very thankful to all those sweet time god, i really am..." You said as you about to step at the thin air below your feet

"[N-NAME] WHAT ARE YOU DOING UP THERE?! DON'T MOVE!! IT'S AN ORDER!!" It was just Kaeya and his too late to save you as a hero self. "C-Calm down okay? I'll be there, just dont move!" he climb up as a short cut. You just watching his useless action while laughing your heart out from how funny his acting really was right now. In no time, he already got really close to you just to console you with unknown reason.

"pfft-- AHAHAHAHHA!!!!! Oh Dear archon forgive my sin please..." you wipe away your tears that stuck on corner of your eyes.

"Why so funny? You think this is a fqin joke to pulled? What if you actually--"

"Die? you mean this?" you pointed at the balcony in front of the catedral door. "Don't think of me like that, i'm a stupid person anyway, am i right sir Kaeya?" you strike kaeya back a little with your purest smile you have. He went silent, after the awkward silent strike both of you.

2 weeks passed, Kaeya somehow felt so odd looking at you eventually right now, who suddenly looking very clean and young, no eyebag or so on. Kaeya shut his eyes whle inhale a very deep breath.

"listen im so sorry for what i've said, actually, i love y--"

The strong wind followed by dashing legs just passed him in a blink of eyes, he stunned in the spot for a few second until a sister and keeper shout that someone just fell off the tall catedral, 1st of all, he look around on your suddenly dissapear before he gather all his power to crawl and look down on what happen--

--only to witness someone who look like sleeping peacefully on top of poll her own leaking blood, her angelic smile was printed on her eternally sleeping face, he cant close his mouth nor look away.

Only guilty and regret left, and all the time to appologize, is already too late.

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The ending story also inspired by "Evelyn McHale" aka "most beautiful death" lady.