My diary.. basically

Overthinking

Me and my girlfriend are on the phone, and usually, when I say 'I love you' they come and give me a virtual kiss and stuff and say "I love u too!" But this time, they didnt do that, they just said "i love you too.." and now im going through everything ive done wrong and trying to match it with this but i fant and im scared that theyre mad ae me but thei said they werent but i vant stop thinking rhwat they are and i dont know why and honestpy i kind of want to relapse but that wouldn't be good because then they would most definitely be mad but last night i got realy sad and scared because the the wifi went off and i yelled and stuff and then thos morning they seemed mad or scared but they said they weren't but i dont believe them because i probably have trust issuse but that doesn't mattet i just need to know if they hate me or not because if they do then yhey arent telling me but i need to know because im worried that theyre going to leave me if i dony make rhings right because if i dont them theyer goinf to lene ne and im svared