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Heavy breathing, tears falling, hands trembling— utter confusion and a loss of words of my own sanity. I felt hopeless. I felt alone. But I never was alone, was i? I haven't stood alone since the day my dearest love entered my world. You, Arden Orian Devereaux, you turned my world upside down the day you entered my life. I know you remember that night just a few weeks after we met. I remember it all too well every day after because it was such a low for me. That whole entire day I felt like I wasn't worthy of anything in my life— especially you. I didn't feel worthy of you that day. But now, as I'm standing here and I'm writing this with my chest wide open I realize that I need you. I just need you. I remember feeling so out of control of my body that night, and like there was absolutely no way I could make it out of the hole I tripped and fell into. I didn't feel like trying. I would reach and grab onto the sides but I just kept slipping and falling right back to the bottom. Then you reached for me, and told me everything would be okay. You reached for me, and eased me out of the hole with your heavenly words. That voice melting into my eardrums like sweet honey over a fire. You soothed my trembling hands, and calmed the storm inside my chest. I knew I loved you when you showed me that you'd do anything, and you'd go through absolutely anything to be there for me. You should me just how much I am valued in your eyes. I love you, I love you, I love you.
